Clergy -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Spouses of clergy -- Fiction
That the study was a room in constant use Rachel saw at a glance, and
wondered if the Bishop was as anxious over the many papers and letters
that were arranged neatly on his writing table, as Luke was.
The sight of the papers brought to Rachel's mind the sudden panic that
had arisen in her heart at the idea of her husband renting a room in
his mother's house, and she told the Bishop of her fears as she moved
about looking at the pictures on the walls. Then suddenly turning round
and facing him, she asked:
"Do you think all this is very small of me? I can't tell you how trying
Luke's mother is. She simply has no tact whatever and I can't help
thinking that she is a little jealous of me."
"Come and sit down," said the Bishop. Then he looked at her gravely.
"I am going to say something that I fear will hurt you. But I do it as
your father's friend and as your Bishop. Will you let me tell you the
truth?"
Rachel's eyes filled with tears.
"I only want the truth," she said. "And I could never mind anything you
said. Indeed I want help."
"I will try to help you. And first let me tell you that you have the
most splendid opportunity of growing into a noble strong woman. This
mother-in-law of yours, instead of being a hindrance to your soul's
life, may be a stepping stone to a higher life. It depends a great deal
upon yourself which she becomes, a hindrance, or a stepping stone."
"I don't see how," said Rachel.
"She will be a tremendous hindrance if you give way to your present
feelings about her. You must forgive me, my dear child, but I am
perfectly certain from all you have told me that you are suffering
from a terrible enemy. Let me call him by his right name: his name is
jealousy."
"Oh no," said Rachel shrinking. "I despise jealous people, I don't
think it is that."
"In the depths of your heart you are afraid lest your influence over
your husband should be undermined by his mother; lest he should grow
more dependent on her than on you. You do not like him to spend
time with her which you think ought to be given to you. In fact you
generally suspect him of being with her when he is late home, and all
this makes it impossible for you to like her. Is it not so?"
Rachel was silent. She knew he was telling her the truth.
"But you must remember that his love for his mother is the most natural
thing in the world. You would not really have it otherwise. If he did
not remain faithful to her now he has married you, you would have
cause to doubt if he would always remain faithful to you. You should
encourage this filial love in him."
"But you don't know her," said Rachel.
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