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"Unwell?" said Luke startled.
"Yes, she is quite different to what she was at home. She has lost all
her spirits and looks. Do you mean to say you have not noticed?"
"No, certainly I have not," said Luke. "She is always very bright."
"That's just like a man," said Gwen scornfully. "They never notice when
their wives look ill. They are all alike. Rachel is working far too
hard, it will wear her out."
Luke rose greatly concerned and leant against the mantle piece looking
down at his severe young judge, anxiously.
"Are you sure?" he asked.
"Perfectly sure. She can't stand this life; having never been used
to it. It is all very well for girls who have been taught how to do
things. Some of them quite like it. But Rachel has never been taught
and it is killing her, slowly."
Luke leant his head on his hand which rested on the mantle piece and
fixed sad eyes on the girl. He was too perplexed and worried to speak.
"Rachel positively slaves for you," continued Gwen unmercifully, "but
you don't see or notice. Why only the other evening she carried a heavy
coal scuttle into the dining-room and you were so deep in your paper
that you never saw. You don't see or know half that goes on. But all
men are alike. Certainly from all I see of married life I never intend
to marry; if I do I am determined to be an old man's darling rather
than a young man's slave."
Worried as Luke was, he could not resist a smile, as the thought
crossed his mind that Gwen would probably never have the chance of
being either. He could not imagine any man falling in love with such an
audacious young person. His smile however quickly disappeared as Gwen
said:
"I suppose you love her still?"
"Love her!" He grew white and his eyes flashed so fiercely that Gwen
for a moment quailed.
"Child, you don't know what you are talking about," he said, and stood
looking at her with amazement and anger.
"Well you don't seem to. At home when you were engaged I now and then
intercepted glances between you that almost reconciled me to losing my
favourite sister, as I was assured by them that she was all the world
to you, and that you would take care of her. But now you scarcely seem
aware of her presence, and she might be a piece of furniture for all
the attention she gets. I can't think how she can bear it."
Had Luke not remembered his calling, and had he not been accustomed
to keep himself in check, he would have shaken the girl who had
constituted herself as his judge. As it was he went towards his writing
table and began arranging his papers, saying:
"I am sorry I cannot spare you any more time. When you are a little
older you will understand more of the meaning of love," he added
looking at her gravely, "that a man and his wife are so one that it is
perfectly unnecessary for them to remind each other of their existence
or of their love for one another. Happily for me Rachel understands and
absolutely trusts me."
Gwen rose.
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