Clergy -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Spouses of clergy -- Fiction
"She has made me so anxious that I want you to go home with her for a
few weeks."
"Go home! And leave you behind! No thank you. It would do me no good
at all. Besides, I am perfectly well and don't need a change. What a
stupid little thing she is; but do look over her folly and try and like
her," said Rachel. "She has such good points. For instance, she is
perfectly true."
"Possibly," said Luke, smiling; then he added, "I can't say I am
exactly enamoured of her."
"No, but when you know her better you will see her virtues. I am afraid
she has been really impertinent to you."
Luke did not answer. He leaned forward and looked at Rachel anxiously.
"Are you sure that you are feeling well? Gwen seems to think that you
are tired out. Is that the fact?"
"Tired out? What with? I have only this tiny house to see after; in
fact I don't think I have enough to do."
Luke sighed a sigh of relief.
"Then I needn't worry?"
"Certainly not. Put it right from your mind. It is only a child's
nonsense."
And Luke did as he was asked and worried no more about her.
He left her to write some letters before going to bed, and Rachel sat
working; but her thoughts were busy.
Although Gwen had talked a great deal of nonsense was there not a grain
of truth in some of her words? "A woman can make a man what she wants
him to be," she had said: she had evidently read this in a book, it had
not come out of her own little head. Rachel supposed there was some
truth in the words; and possibly she had been unwise herself in not
insisting more that the attentions that had been shown her during her
courtship should not be dropped now that they were man and wife. She
was afraid that she had unwisely done things herself instead of asking
Luke to do them, and then was surprised that he had lost the habit
of waiting upon her. She had got in the way of waiting on him and of
saving him all extra effort when he came in from his work in the parish.
She knew that in Luke's case it was often simply absentmindedness
that prevented him seeing of what she was in need at the moment. Once
buried in a book nothing would arouse him save her voice; or if he was
in the midst of an argument with a fellow clergyman, he would quite
unconsciously allow Rachel to help them both to tea though it meant
rising from her seat. At times she had felt a little indignant at the
two men sitting while she served them; but on the other hand if at her
request he handed round the hot tea cake, he would stand with the plate
in his hand talking, while the contents got cold, or would absently
hold the kettle while Rachel watched in anxiety lest the water should
pour out on to the carpet, or on to his foot. It was easier to do these
things herself. She had not known that anyone notice these little
omissions on Luke's part; but evidently Gwen had taken count of them at
once.
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