Our sturdy Countess was not afflicted with false shame. She had pride,
but not vanity. Vanity is a coquette and says, "What do you think of
me?" and tremblingly awaits your verdict. Pride says, "I am as good as
you are, and I don’t care a damn." It is not every decadent Countess
who sells jam to keep her end up in this see-saw world. It requires
grit and a rare brand of pride uncommon in the quality to rise to the
occasion. There is a vain pride that welters into nothingness in the
dismal hour of failure, and starves tragically like a rat in a trap
rather than help itself or accept help from others. There is another
pride--robust, full-blooded pride--that spurns the conventionalities of
caste, takes off its coat and fights misfortune face to face resolutely
for its daily bread, and wins through. This is where our heroic
Countess steps in splendour.
Why immolate oneself on the altar of family pride? A false goddess sits
enshrined there on a false throne. Why live on the reputation a
forefather won in the Middle Ages? That reputation is now spent
capital; it is worthless scrip on the social market to-day. Build
another reputation for yourself, clean and sweet and new. If ill luck
drops you in the ditch, to maintain inviolate the family honour you must
get up and with ungloved hands work your way out of it like a man. Sell
jam.
Perhaps you hate wearing a brand-new reputation. It sets on you like a
misfitting coat. You are an heir of the glorious past, and exult on the
length in your ancient lineage. Remember also you are a trustee of the
splendid future; the shining days to come demand your thoughtful
consideration. Do rare credit to your sacred trust. It is better to
transmit honour to your descendants than to borrow fame from your
ancestors. It is better to be lovingly remembered than nobly born. That
grim old ancestor of yours who built the family fortune out of nothing
and grimly fought every inch of the way up to renown single-handed would
despise you for a poltroon lying derelict in the ditch of despair. If
the family fall throws you to the ground, are you going to lie there
indefinitely and rot like offal? Sell jam.
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