“Remember, my dear Mademoiselle Heinzleman, this is a purely
confidential communication. I have not confided to my sister either my
fears or my hopes. The experiment was one I did not augur well from. It
has turned out even worse than I expected. Indeed, if Ada was not the
very best and sweetest of natures, she could not but resent the unfair
preference shown to one so inferior to her in all but those traits which
win favour from a schoolmistress. My mother’s health precludes all
hope of our soon returning to England; indeed, we have even thought of
sending for Ada to come here, and it is the dread of this climate,
so pernicious to young people, offers the chief obstacle to the plan.
Meanwhile, I feel forced to write what I have done, and to lay before
you in all sincerity my complaint and its remedy.
“Evening.
“I have re-read your letter, and it seems to me that you might very
judiciously remark yourself to Sir Gervais on the inexpediency of any
continuance of Kate O’Hara’s presence. Her genius, soaring as it does
above poor Ada’s, makes all emulation impossible. The pilot balloon,
that is so soon out of sight, can offer no guidance--don’t forget that!
Suppose you said to my brother that there was no longer any necessity
to continue the stimulus of emulation--that it might become a
rivalry--perhaps worse. Say something--anything of this kind--only send
her home again, not forgetting the while that you can do now without
injury what, later on, will cost a cruelty.
“I can feel for the pain a teacher may experience in parting with a
prize pupil, whose proficiency might one day become a triumph; but
remember, my dear Mademoiselle, that poor, dear, simple Ada, to whom
genius is denied, is, or ought to be, your first care here, and that the
gifted peasant-girl might turn out to have other qualities of a firework
besides the brilliancy.
“I will, so fer as in me lies, relieve you from some of the
embarrassments that the course I advise might provoke. I will request
my brother to desire Mr. M’Kinlay to run down and pay you a few hours’
visit, and you can easily explain the situation to him, and suggest what
I here point out as the remedy.
“Of course, it is needless to repeat this letter is strictly and
essentially confidential, and not to be imparted to any one.
“I might have counselled you to have taken the advice of Sir Within
Wardle, of whose kindness and attention we are most sensible, if you
had not told me of the extraordinary ‘influence’--it is your own word,
Mademoiselle, or I should not even have ventured to use it in such
connexion--‘the influence’ this young girl exercises over Sir Within.
As the observation so completely passes my power of comprehension, for
I really--and I hope without needless stupidity--cannot understand how
a girl of her class, bringing up, and age--age, above all--could exert
what you designate as ‘influence’--I must beg you will be more explicit
in your next.
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