“You are perfectly right in refusing all presents for either of the
girls, and I should have thought Sir Within had more tact than to
proffer them. I am also very much against you going to Dalradern Castle
for Christmas, though Sir Gervais, up to this, does not agree with me.
If this girl should not be sent away before the new year, I think you
might advantageously remark to my brother that the visit would be a
great interruption to all study, and a serious breach of that home
discipline it has been your object to impose. And now, my dear
Mademoiselle, accept all I have here said not only in your confidence,
but in your friendship, and even where I appear to you nervously alive
to small perils, give me credit for having thought and reflected much
over them before I inflicted on you this long letter.
“Discourage your prodigy, check her influence, and believe me, very
sincerely your friend,
“Georgina Courtenay.
“P.S.--What can Sir W. mean by passing his winter in the Welsh
mountains, after giving orders to have his villa near Genoa prepared for
his reception? Find out this, particularly if there be a secret in it.”
Mademoiselle Heinzleman received this letter as she was taking her
half-hour’s walk in the garden after breakfast--one of the very few
recreations she indulged in--while her pupils prepared their books and
papers for the day.
Anything like remonstrance was so totally new to her, that she read
the letter with a mingled amazement and anger, and, though she read and
re-read, in the hope of finding her first impression was an exaggerated
one, the truth was that each perusal only deepened the impression, and
made the pain more intense.
It was not that her German pride only was wounded, but her dignity as
a teacher--just as national an instinct as the pride of birth--and
she muttered very mysterious gutturals to herself, as she went, about
resigning her trust and retiring. This was, perhaps, too rash a step; at
least, it required time to think of. Two hundred a year, and a position
surrounded with many advantages! The other alternative was easier to
send away Kate. A pity, perhaps, but, after all, as Miss Courtenay said,
possibly a mercy. Who could tell? Mr. M’Kinlay might help her by his
counsel. She liked him, and thought well of him. Kate, that was making
such progress--that could already make out some of Schiller’s ballads!
What a pity it was! And to think of her touch on the piano, so firm and
yet so delicate! How tenderly she let the notes drop in one of those
simple melodies from Spohr she was learning! Ach Gott! and what taste in
drawing!
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