"Sing low, indeed: and softly bleat,
You lambing ewes about her feet,
Lest you should wake the child from sleep!
No other hour so still and sweet
Shall fall for Mary's heart to keep
Until her death hour on her creep,
Sing soft, the Eve of Mary."
There was silence for a moment.
"Why did you choose that one, young Lydia?" asked Levine.
"I don't know. I seemed to like it," answered Lydia. "It's a girl's
poem. Gosh, I've been happy to-day! Daddy, you thought we'd have an
awful poor Christmas, didn't you? Poor old Daddy! Why, I've just felt
all day as if my heart was on tip-toes."
It had indeed been a high day for the child. Perhaps she remembered it
for years after as one of her perfect days, because of the heart
breaking days that followed.
For little Patience for the first time in her tiny life was taken ill.
For three or four days after Christmas she was feverish and cross with
a hoarse cold. When Amos came home the fourth night, he thought she
had the croup and sent Lydia pelting through the darkness for the dairy
farmer's wife. Mrs. Norton, the mother of Billy, was not long in
coming to a decision.
"'Tain't regular croup. You go after the doctor, Mr. Dudley."
Patience, frightened by her difficult breathing, would let no one but
Lydia touch her. Under Mrs. Norton's supervision, she packed the baby
in hot water bottles while Lizzie heated water and stoked the fires
till the stove doors glowed red.
Amos came back with the doctor about nine o'clock. Patience was in a
stupor. The doctor sent Lydia away while he made his examination. The
child clenched her fists and walked up and down the livingroom, cheeks
scarlet, eyes blazing. Suddenly she dropped on her knees by the window
and lifted her clasped hands to the stars.
"God! God, up there!" she called. "If you let her die, I'll never
pray to you again! Never! I warned You when You let mother die!"
She remained a moment on her knees, staring at the stars while
fragments of Sunday School lore flashed through her mind. "Our Father
who art in heaven," she said. "No, that won't do. Suffer little
children to come unto me. Oh, no, no."
The door opened and Lizzie came out, tears-running down her cheeks.
Lydia flew to her.
"They say I got to tell you. Diphtheritic croup--her lungs is full--no
hope."
Lydia struck the kind old hand from her shoulder and dashed out of the
house. She ran through the snow to a giant pine by the gate and beat
her fists against it for how long she did not know. Pain in her
bruised hands and the intense cold finally brought her to her senses.
A self-control that was partly inherent and partly the result of too
early knowledge of grief and of responsibility came to her rescue.
With a long sigh, she walked steadily into the house and into the room
where the baby sister lay in a stupor, breathing stertorously.
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