Lysbeth, a Tale of the DutchHaggard, H. Rider (Henry Rider)
History
Lysbeth, a Tale of the Dutch
Haggard, H. Rider (Henry Rider)
Netherlands -- History -- House of Habsburg, 1477-1556 -- Fiction
“Your pardon, Dirk,” she said, “but I have a question to ask of you,”
and her voice died away in a kind of sob. “I have heard rumours about
you,” she went on presently, “which must be cleared up. I have heard,
Dirk, that by faith you are what is called a heretic. Is it true?”
He hesitated before answering, feeling that much depended on that
answer. But it was only for an instant, since Dirk was far too honest a
man to lie.
“Lysbeth,” he said, “I will tell to you what I would not tell to any
other living creature, not being one of my own brotherhood, for whether
you accept me or reject me, I know well that I am as safe in speaking
to you as when upon my knees I speak to the God I serve. I _am_ what
you call a heretic. I am a member of that true faith to which I hope to
draw you, but which if you do not wish it I should never press upon
you. It is chiefly because I am what I am that for so long I have hung
back from speaking to you, since I did not know whether it would be
right—things being thus—to ask you to mix your lot with mine, or
whether I ought to marry you, if you would marry me, keeping this
secret from you. Only the other night I sought counsel of—well, never
mind of whom—and we prayed together, and together searched the Word of
God. And there, Lysbeth, by some wonderful mercy, I found my prayer
answered and my doubts solved, for the great St. Paul had foreseen this
case, as in that Book all cases are foreseen, and I read how the
unbelieving wife may be sanctified by the husband, and the unbelieving
husband by the wife. Then everything grew clear to me, and I determined
to speak. And now, dear, I have spoken, and it is for you to answer.”
“Dirk, dear Dirk,” she replied almost with a cry, “alas! for the answer
which I must give you. Renounce the error of your ways, make
confession, and be reconciled to the Church and—I will marry you.
Otherwise I cannot, no, and although I love you, you and no other
man”—here she put an energy into her voice that was almost
dreadful—“with all my heart and soul and body; I cannot, I cannot, I
cannot!”
Dirk heard, and his ruddy face turned ashen grey.
“Cousin,” he replied, “you seek of me the one thing which I must not
give. Even for your sake I may not renounce my vows and my God as I
behold Him. Though it break my heart to bid you farewell and live
without you, here I pay you back in your own words—I cannot, I cannot,
I cannot!”
Lysbeth looked at him, and lo! his short, massive form and his
square-cut, honest countenance in that ardour of renunciation had
suffered a change to things almost divine. At that moment—to her sight
at least—this homely Hollander wore the aspect of an angel. She ground
her teeth and pressed her hands upon her heart. “For his sake—to save
him,” she muttered to herself—then she spoke.
“I respect you for it, I love you for it more than ever; but, Dirk, it
is over between us. One day, here or hereafter, you will understand and
you will forgive.”
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