Authors, Swedish -- 19th century -- Biography; Lagerlöf, Selma, 1858-1940; Sweden -- Social life and customs -- 19th century
Colour-Sergeant von Wachenfeldt gives his horse a lash of the whip. He
is no fool. He knows that his hair is gray and his face full of
wrinkles, that his moustache is thin and faded, that one eye is filmed
with a gray cataract, while the other, having been operated upon, is
distorted by a magnifying monocle. He knows that he is old and nothing
to look at now; yet he feels that people should not entirely forget
what he once was. True, he has no better home nowadays than two hired
rooms at a farmhouse in Stor Kil Parish. His only possessions are a
horse, a carriole, a sleigh, and a few pieces of furniture, and his
only subordinate is a crotchety old serving woman. For all that, he
thinks it should not be completely forgotten that once he was
_Vackerfeldt_, the celebrated _Vackerfeldt._
He sits there in a mangy old fur coat and a still shabbier seal-skin
cap. He wears thick lynx mittens to protect his gouty hands, but
the distorted joints are noticeable even through the thick mittens.
Nevertheless it is he, Wachenfeldt--he who has held so many beautiful
women in his arms! The memory of that none can take from him. Who else
in these parts has lived such a life and been so adored?
Pressing his lips together he tells himself he has nothing to regret.
If he could live his life over again he would have it the same. All
that youth and health and good looks can give a man he has
enjoyed--love and adventure in fullest measure.
One thing perhaps Colour-Sergeant von Wachenfeldt wishes he had left
undone. He should not have married Anna Lagerlöf, the noblest woman he
had ever known. He had loved her madly, but he never should have
espoused her.
Was it fitting that a _Vackerfeldt_ should settle down to the prudent
management of a farm and not try to harvest gold in some easier and
pleasanter way? If his wife was adorable, must he needs think her the
only adorable one? Could he change his nature by marrying? Was it not
through his success as gambler and lover he had won his fame?
Yes, he regrets his marriage. His wife was not suited to him, but he
concedes that she was too good for him. She had wanted orderliness,
industry, tranquillity, and comfort, and had worn herself out trying to
make a home for them, such as she had had at Mårbacka.
Others might think he should not so much regret having married as
having caused his wife grief and humiliation. After seventeen years
of domestic infelicity, when Anna von Wachenfeldt could endure no
more, she died. Then misfortunes of all sorts befell him. The creditors
showed no further indulgence, but took away his home. He had to
give up gambling, for now he lost as soon as he touched a card. The
gout had also come, and the gray cataract. Before he had reached
sixty he was white-haired, stiff-jointed, half-blind, helpless, and
poverty-stricken. It would have been no small comfort to him now to
have had his good, loving wife still with him.
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