"I am glad you are awake," she said, in a voice scarcely above a
whisper--"I feared you might be ill--you slept so long."
Lucy's eyes were swollen with weeping and watching, and she looked at
her for a moment in despairing silence; at last she raised herself, and
seizing Mabel's hand, grasped it eagerly.
"Oh, Mabel, Mabel," said she, "what have I done--where can I hide my
face?"
And she sank again upon the bed, and buried her face in the pillow.
"You meant me no harm," replied her cousin--"at least, not much--and I
forgive you from my heart. My grief is too heavy for resentment. But
get up, Lucy, and do not distress me still more by giving way in this
manner."
"Oh, how I despise myself! to think that I am lying here while you are
waiting on me."
"Well, dear Lucy, get up now, for you will be better doing something,
and I cannot help pitying you here alone."
"Then tell me something I can do for you. Oh, I will do anything, but I
cannot get up to sit as I did last night."
"This is Saturday," replied Mabel, "and there are many things you can do
for me, which will enable me to be entirely with my poor Amy. Shall I
leave them to you?"
"Oh, yes," cried Lucy, jumping up, and throwing her arms round her; "you
are an angel--I cannot forgive myself--yet you forgive me before I ask
you."
Mabel kissed her silently, and gliding from the room, was soon again by
her sister's bed.
Amy was feverish, and perpetually wanted something to drink, but it was
touching to see how gently she asked for it, and how earnestly she
seemed to try to repress her own fretfulness, with her large blue eyes
fixed on her sister's face, as if trying to read her approval of every
checked complaint.
"It was very naughty of me," she whispered, "to get into the swing,
Mabel dear, when you told me not in the morning. Will you forgive me?"
"You are in pain, love," said Mabel, tremulously; "and I cannot call you
naughty now."
"Then I am glad you have taught me not to want to be told--but I shall
not be happy till you just say you forgive me."
"My own darling, I forgive you a thousand times--would that I could
suffer instead of you."
"If I had not done wrong, I should not so much mind," said Amy,
thoughtfully; "but give me a little water, dear."
Mabel held the water to her lips, and Amy looked at her earnestly as her
hand trembled.
"Do not cry, Mabel dear," said she, in a feeble voice, "I shall very
soon be well again."
And weary with the pain she was bearing, without a murmur, she closed
her eyes.
Mabel's restrained tears fell fast, for well she knew that years to come
might find her the same helpless invalid as she now lay before her.
The surgeon had given little hope, even in the first moment, when it is
seldom withheld; and she threw herself upon her knees, and covered her
face with her hands. Amy's fortitude and patience, while it deeply moved
her, made her thankful to find that her early lessons had not been
bestowed in vain.
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