"Not so," replied Mr. Ware, "the heart that awoke to chivalry in other
days, is not dead because chivalry has assumed another form--and,
indeed, we too often try to be lukewarm in our feelings. But, to be
candid, my dear Arthur, I do think, as you say, that too much of your
time has been trifled away in the pursuits of garrison glory, and
watering-place amusements. I have been, for some weeks, patiently
waiting for some season or time, when I could enforce the necessity of
sowing a richer harvest for the decline of life, than you have hitherto
been doing. Could I have chosen some other less touching call to
wakefulness, I would have done so; but these things are not in our own
disposing--it only belongs to us, to use well the circumstances and
opportunities which are given us; and I was even now going to say what
you have anticipated. Grateful, indeed, am I to think, that, even so
trying a time, can yield its sweetness, for I hope you speak of your
feelings without any exaggeration."
Mr. Ware paused, but, as Clair did not seem disposed to reply, he
continued--
"There is one subject in which I feel particularly concerned--may I--I
ask it as a favor--may I speak candidly upon it?"
"You may speak with candour on any subject, sir, without fearing that I
shall be weak enough to take anything but in good part."
"Thank you for this confidence. May I then ask if you are quite sincere
in your attentions to Miss Villars? and, if so, why your behaviour has
so decidedly changed with regard to her? Forgive me for asking so
delicate a question, which nothing but the interest I take in your
happiness could excuse."
"Oh, do not be so alarmed on my account," said Clair, half smiling, "it
is only my tenth garrison flirtation, and you cannot think me seriously
entangled."
"Then," said Mr. Ware, with a tone of severity, which he very seldom
used, "what do you mean by becoming her constant companion--paying her
every attention, short of actually making love. Shame on your new-found
repentance--if this be the fruit of it."
"Do not be too hasty in forming your judgment," replied Clair. "I have
only done what most other young men would, under the same
circumstances--though, I own, my changed opinions have led me to
withdraw the attentions you condemn."
"I own that I would much rather have had your thoughts fix upon a girl
more like her cousin; but, when I believed you sincerely
attached--since you persisted in your attentions spite of my hints--I
thought it could not be helped; and, perceiving she returned your
attachment, I ceased to object, feeling that love corrects many faults.
Little knowing that all this time, you were acting a part which should
have made me blush for shame."
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