Mabel would willingly have joined them, but she had no riding dress, and
she checked the expression of a regret, lest it might damp their
pleasure, little thinking, poor girl, how little they cared for her; and
though she sighed for the air of her own Cotswold hills, she took up her
needle and tried to work cheerfully. But accustomed as she had been, to
the bracing air of Gloucestershire, her health had begun to vary under
the enervating influence of the Bath air. Added to which, she had lately
endured much fatigue, varied only by the pleasures derived from the
industrious workings of a happy spirit, and she now began to feel, what
she had before only readily sympathized in, the seemingly causeless
depression which weak health so often engenders. For this, however, she
severely reproached herself, for so slow and imperceptible had become
its progress, that, unconscious of bodily weakness, she attributed her
mental depression to a faulty principle. And now she taxed herself,
thinking she must have relaxed the reins of self-government, or she
never could feel so slight a disappointment so acutely, for she felt the
tears starting to her eyes, when her cousins entered, fully equipped.
Caroline and Selina looked overpoweringly charming, in becoming hats of
the very last fashion, and even Maria seemed determined to rival her
sisters, and partly succeeded, by the air of fun and off-hand
carelessness, which, as she had once explained, never left a person time
to scan her features.
Presently, in Hargrave hurried, looking pleased, healthy, and doubly
handsome; he could not refrain from complimenting the sisters, but he
had hardly heard their smiling reply, before he perceived Mabel sitting
by the window, and struggling to look indifferent.
"What!" said he, in a tone of pique, "are you not ready, Miss Lesly--was
not the ride your own proposition?"
Mabel never knew how very easy it was to cry before, but with affected
calmness she replied, as she tried to smile--
"I would willingly have accompanied you, but I have neither hat nor
habit."
He looked at her for an instant, half angrily, but there was something
so constrained in her smile, that it led him, for the first time, to
observe that the color was waning on her cheek, and he looked earnestly
at her as she hastily laid down her work and left the room.
"Selina," he said, gravely, for it was evident that something vexed him,
"you said one day that you had two habits--cannot you lend her one?"
"It is so shabby that I did not like to offer it, and now it is too
late--I am very sorry I did not think of it, but it is too late now you
know," she said, seeing the gathering storm on Caroline's lowering brow.
"We are keeping the horses waiting, come along," she added, hurrying to
the door, "do come."
Hargrave quietly seated himself.
"I am not coming," he said, "I cannot go and leave that poor pale girl,
at home."
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