"Oh, it is all right between them now, for I met him going there, and
told him to meet me when I had been with her one hour. He did, and so I
am sure I left them happy."
"And are you not more happy yourself, dear Lucy?"
"Yes, I think I am--I hardly know--yes, I believe I am; but I am a new
traveller in your track," she said, looking up with a smile.
"And every step is hard to take--I know it, darling, I know it," Mabel
said, fondly smoothing the entangled ringlets of her light brown hair;
"but you will go on--I know you will, for it leads to happiness at
last."
CHAPTER V
O, envy! hide thy bosom, hide it deep:
A thousand snakes, with black envenomed mouths,
Rest there, and hiss, and feed through all thy heart!
POLLOK.
Caroline had no sooner returned from the ride, which had been to her
full of disappointment, than she went to her mother, and begged her to
find a remedy for, what she termed, their dependent's insolence. Mrs.
Villars attempted, but in vain, to parry her angry threats--for
Caroline was a stranger to the early discipline, which makes a person
submit to what is right, for right's sake--and her mother's doctrine of
expediency was too deeply engrafted in her disposition, to allow of her
adopting any other rule of conduct. Why she imagined that her cousin
stood in her way, she scarcely knew herself, except that she felt by
instinct, that there was a superiority about her, which placed herself
in a lower position. She had never, either, forgiven her resistance of
her first attempts to humble her to what she deemed her fit position in
the family--and though she had since abstained from any such open
attack, her anger had not been the less strong, because it smouldered in
silence.
She was conscious that she appeared to less advantage in contrast to
Mabel, and she now resolved to remove her. This she boldly declared to
her mother, in violent terms, refusing to listen to any excuses, for,
what she termed, her bold behaviour--and the latter saw, with horror,
that she had raised, in her own family, by careful culture, a power of
evil, which was urging her still further in the path of sin and fraud.
To do her justice, she never began with the intention of doing
wrong--she always believed herself led on by circumstances, and
compelled by expediency. The remembrance of purer thoughts, shared with
her more romantic sister, rose to check her at every step, though seldom
strong enough to restrain her altogether.
But it was not so with her daughter--she had no such hallowed nursery
recollections--she had often heard her mother's praises of her beauty,
but never her prayers for her purity--and, with strong, unrelenting
terms, she demanded, what her mother wished, but feared to do?
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