"I have studied the history of the human mind too deeply, to be mistaken
in myself, and I am convinced that, e'er this, mine would have sunk into
that ruin which has wrecked many a better and wiser man than myself.
There was inertness in my ideas, sameness in my thoughts, a sense of
causeless misery and perpetual fear; all fatal signs of that
derangement, which the worst and the best shrink from with terror, as
something too dreadfully vague for contemplation. What I might have been
now, had I not received, as it were, a fresh impetus from that angelic
girl, I tremble to think; for what I am, I feel grateful to her as the
second cause." Here he bowed reverently, as if a holier name mingled
with his silent aspirations, and as he did so, the first flash of the
thunder storm played round his head, and gave almost majesty to his
words--at the same time that the side door, behind him, leading from the
best drawing-room, opened, and Mabel glided in and stood by his side.
Her manner was perfectly collected, but there was a deep red spot upon
each cheek, and her eye glistened, as she cast it round the room.
"You have been listening," said Caroline, when she had recovered from
the sudden effect of her entrance.
Mabel turned directly to her, and replied--
"I went into the drawing-room to read and watch the storm--a few minutes
since I heard my own name mentioned, and, while I hesitated whether I
should come here at once, I have heard what has deeply gratified me. To
you, dear sir," she said, turning to her uncle, "I owe very much--very
much kindness and support I have received from you; I will not repay it
by being the cause of discord in your family, for one moment longer than
I can help--nay," she said, placing her hand fondly in his, "do not say
any thing; you can offer me a home I know, but not a welcome--that you
cannot command." Then, looking to her aunt, she continued, "it was at
your express desire, ma'am, that I came here--not only your desire, but
your entreaty--but do not think I meant always to encroach upon your
kindness. This will convince you, that I did not." Here she handed her
an open letter. "And now I must solicit the favor of a few moments alone
with you."
Mrs. Villars turned pale, but immediately rose, and Mabel, gently
pressing her uncle's hand, followed her from the room.
As she had stood there, her indignant face turned upon them all, the
lightning had flashed about her unquailing form, and when she was gone
they were all silent, as if her presence had awed them still.
"What do you want with me?" said her aunt, when she had closed the door
of the breakfast room, behind them.
"Will you have the kindness first to read that letter?"
"Well, I see from it that your friend--let me see where does she
live?--Oh, yes, I see, at Stratford--romantic place certainly,
Shakespeare and all that--well, she says she will be happy to receive
you--eh?"
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