Mackinac and Lake StoriesCatherwood, Mary Hartwell
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Mackinac and Lake Stories
Catherwood, Mary Hartwell
Mackinac Island (Mich. : Island) -- Fiction; Michigan -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
The King of Beaver laughed aloud. With continued gentleness he
explained to her: “You will come to me. Gentile brutes may chase women
like savages, and maltreat them afterwards; but it is different with
you and me.” He brought his hands forward and folded them upright on
his breast. “I have always prayed this prayer alone and as a solitary
soul at twilight. For the first time I shall speak it aloud in the
presence of one who has often thought the same prayer: O God, since
Thou hast shut me up in this world, I will do the best I can, without
fear or favor. When my task is done, let me out!”
[Illustration: “‘I HAVE ALWAYS PRAYED THIS PRAYER ALONE’”]
He turned and left her, as if this had been a benediction on their
meeting, and went from the garden as he usually went from the
Tabernacle. Emeline's heart and eyes seemed to overflow without any
volition of her own. It was a kind of spiritual effervescence which
she could not control. She sobbed two or three times aloud, and
immediately ground her teeth at his back as it passed out of sight.
Billy and Roxy were so free from the baleful power that selected her.
They could chat in peace under the growing darkness, they who had home
and families, while she, without a relative except those on Beaver
Island, or a friend whose duty it was to shelter her, must bear the
shock of that ruinous force.
The instinct that no one could help her but herself kept her silent
when she retired with Roxy to the loft-chamber. Primitive life on
Beaver Island settled to its rest soon after the birds, and there was
not a sound outside of nature's stirrings till morning, unless some
drunken fishermen trailed down the Galilee road to see what might be
inflicted on the property of sleeping Mormons.
The northern air blew fresh through gable windows of the attic, yet
Emeline turned restlessly on her straw bed, and counted the dim
rafters while Roxy slept. Finally she could not lie still, and slipped
cautiously out of bed, feeling dire need to be abroad, running or
riding with all her might. She leaned out of a gable window, courting
the moist chill of the starless night. While the hidden landscape
seemed strangely dear to her, she was full of unspeakable homesickness
and longing for she knew not what—a life she had not known and could
not imagine, some perfect friend who called her silently through space
and was able to lift her out of the entanglements of existence.
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