Mackinac and Lake StoriesCatherwood, Mary Hartwell
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Mackinac and Lake Stories
Catherwood, Mary Hartwell
Mackinac Island (Mich. : Island) -- Fiction; Michigan -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
She sat watching the elastic shape under the parasol move with its
shadow across the field. She had not a doubt until Mary French was
gone; then the deep skill of the Prophet's wife with rivals sprung out
like a distortion of nature.
Emeline had nearly three weeks in which to intrench herself with
doubts and defences. She felt at first surprised and relieved. When
her second absence from the Tabernacle was passed over in silence she
found in her nature an unaccountable pique, which steadily grew to
unrest. She ventured and turned back on the woods path leading to St.
James many times, each time daring farther. The impulse to go to St.
James came on her at waking, and she resisted through busy hours of
the day. But the family often had tasks from which Emeline was free,
and when the desire grew unendurable she knelt at her secluded bedside
in the loft, trying to bring order out of her confused thoughts. She
reviewed her quarrel with her lover, and took blame for his desertion.
The grievance which had seemed so great to her before she came to
Beaver Island dwindled, and his personality with it. In self-defence
she coaxed her fancy, pretending that James Arnold was too good for
her. It was well he had found it out. But because he was too good
for her she ought to go on being fond of him at a safe distance,
undetected by him, and discreetly cherishing his large blond image as
her ideal of manhood. If she had not been bred in horror of Catholics,
the cloister at this time would have occurred to her as her only safe
refuge.
These secret rites in her bedroom being ended, and Roxy diverted from
her movements, she slipped off into the woods path, sometimes running
breathlessly towards St. James.
The impetus which carried Emeline increased with each journey. At
first she was able to check it in the woods depths, but it finally
drove her until the village houses were in sight.
When this at last happened, and she stood gazing, fascinated, down the
tunnel of forest path, the King of Beaver spoke behind her.
Emeline screamed in terror and took hold of a bush, to make it a
support and a veil.
“Have I been a patient man?” he inquired, standing between her and her
uncle's house. “I waited for you to come to me.”
“I am obliged to go somewhere,” said Emeline, plucking the leaves and
unsteadily shifting her eyes about his feet. “I cannot stay on the
farm all the time.” Through numbness she felt the pricking of a sharp
rapture.
The King of Beaver smiled, seeing betrayed in her face the very
vertigo of joy.
“You will give yourself to me now?” he winningly begged, venturing
out-stretched hands. “You have felt the need as I have? Do you
think the days have been easy to me? When you were on your knees I was
on my knees too. Every day you came in this direction I came as far as
I dared, to meet you. Are the obstacles all passed?”
[Illustration: “‘YOU WILL GIVE YOURSELF TO ME NOW?’”]
“No,” said Emeline.
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