Mad: A Story of Dust and AshesFenn, George Manville
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Mad: A Story of Dust and Ashes
Fenn, George Manville
Fiction
"O, I don't know, Mr Harding; but is my veil quite down? there--thank
you. We're strange creatures, and we are either very good or else very
bad--especially servants, Mr Harding," sobbed Miss Tollicks. "I'm
afraid that it's all true enough, and if they'd only let me stop and
nurse my poor sister, I wouldn't care. The business might go and take
its chance, for what's the good of money without life? But O, Mr
Harding, I did ask my landlord, and he said--and he said--but O! you
must not ask me now." And here the poor woman burst out sobbing, quite
hysterically, so that more than one person turned round to gaze upon
her; but her troubles attracted little notice, for this was no uncommon
scene in the long dreary street: the inhabitants were too much
accustomed to the sight of weeping friends coming from the great
building, where, but a few minutes before, they had been taking,
perhaps, a last farewell of a dear one whom they would see no more--a
dear one whose face was perhaps already sealed by the angel of death; a
sad parting, maybe, from one whose hopeless malady had rendered it
necessary for the interior of the hospital to afford the attentions that
took the place of those that would have been supplied at home. Poverty
and sickness, twin sisters that so often go hand-in-hand, brought here
their victims to ask for aid; and those who dwelt hard by paid little
heed to pallid out-patients seeking their daily portion of advice, some
on crutches, some leaning upon the arms of friends, some in cabs. They
were used to painful scenes, and knew by sight patient, student, and
doctor; and therefore hardly bestowed a thought upon the sad couple
passing slowly down the street, at the end of which Septimus saw poor
weeping Miss Tollicks into a cab, and left her unquestioned to pace
slowly back towards Bennett's-rents.
He walked on and thought--thought of all his troubles, and the want of
decision in his character; of how he ought boldly to have investigated
his uncle's claim, setting aside his own feelings for the sake of those
dependent upon his arm for their support; and he sighed again and again
as he took himself to task. And then a prayer rose to his lips as he
recalled the scene which he had left--a prayer fervently breathed there
in the midst of London's busy flowing stream, as fervent as ever
emanated from devotee kneeling in some solemn fane--a prayer that, for
the sake of those at home, he might be spared from the smiting of
sickness; and then he shuddered as he remembered his father's words, and
thought of his wife's increasing helplessness.
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