“And you can say nothing to change my mind; I was too young at the time.
But now--if she has died,” Rosalind said, with difficulty swallowing
down the “climbing sorrow” in her throat, “she will know at least what
we meant. And if she is living there is no rest but with our mother for
Amy and me. And the child shall not suffer, Uncle John, for she shall
have what is mine.”
“Rosalind, you are still in the absolute stage--you see nothing that can
modify your purposes. My dear, you should have had your mother to speak
to on this subject. There are two men here, Rosalind, to whom--have you
not some duty, some obligation? They both seem to me to be waiting--for
what, Rosalind?”
Rosalind detached herself from her uncle’s arm. A crimson flush covered
her face. “Is it--dishonorable?” she said.
In the midst of his emotion John Trevanion could not suppress a smile.
“That is, perhaps, a strong word.”
“It would be dishonorable in a man,” she cried, lifting her eyes with a
hot color under them which seemed to scorch her.
“It would be impossible in a man, Rosalind,” he said gravely; “the
circumstances are altogether different. And yet you too owe something to
Roland, who has loved you all his life, poor fellow, and to Rivers, who
has come here neglecting everything for your sake. I do not know,” he
added, in a harsher tone, “whether there may not be still another
claim.”
“I think you are unjust, Uncle John,” she said, with tremulous dignity.
“And if it is as you say, these gentlemen have followed their own
inclinations, not mine. Am I bound because they have seen fit-- But that
would be slavery for a woman.” Then her countenance cleared a little,
and she added, “When you know all that is in my mind you will not
disapprove.”
“I hope you will make a wise decision, Rosalind,” he said. “But at least
do nothing--make up your mind to do nothing--till the time comes.” He
spoke vaguely, and so did she, but in the excitement of their minds
neither remarked this in the other. For he had not hinted to her, nor
her to him, the possibility of some great new event which might happen
at any moment and change all plans and thoughts.
CHAPTER LVII.
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