“‘If I am mistaken, if you have ill-explained your father’s
action, if, in short, you still think your right to the property
equitable (oh! how I long to persuade myself that you are
blameless), consider and decide by listening to the voice of your
conscience; act wholly and solely from yourself. A man who loves a
woman sincerely, as you love me, respects the sanctity of her
trust in him too deeply to dishonor himself.
“‘I blame myself now for what I have written; a word might have
sufficed, and I have preached to you! Scold me; I wish to be
scolded,--but not much, only a little. Dear, between us two the
power is yours--you alone should perceive your own faults.’”
“Well, uncle?” said Octave, whose eyes were full of tears.
“There’s more in the letter; finish it.”
“Oh, the rest is only to be read by a lover,” answered Octave, smiling.
“Yes, right, my boy,” said the old man, gently. “I have had many affairs
in my day, but I beg you to believe that I too have loved, ‘et ego
in Arcardia.’ But I don’t understand yet why you give lessons in
mathematics.”
“My dear uncle, I am your nephew; isn’t that as good as saying that I
had dipped into the capital left me by my father? After I had read
this letter a sort of revolution took place within me. I paid my whole
arrearage of remorse in one day. I cannot describe to you the state I
was in. As I drove in the Bois a voice called to me, ‘That horse is not
yours’; when I ate my dinner it was saying, ‘You have stolen this food.’
I was ashamed. The fresher my honesty, the more intense it was. I
rushed to Madame Firmiani. Uncle! that day I had pleasures of the heart,
enjoyments of the soul, that were far beyond millions. Together we
made out the account of what was due to the Bourgneufs, and I condemned
myself, against Madame Firmiani’s advice, to pay three per cent
interest. But all I had did not suffice to cover the full amount. We
were lovers enough for her to offer, and me to accept, her savings--”
“What! besides her other virtues does that adorable woman lay by money?”
cried his uncle.
“Don’t laugh at her, uncle; her position has obliged her to be very
careful. Her husband went to Greece in 1820 and died there three years
later. It has been impossible, up to the present time, to get legal
proofs of his death, or obtain the will which he made leaving his whole
property to his wife. These papers were either lost or stolen, or have
gone astray during the troubles in Greece,--a country where registers
are not kept as they are in France, and where we have no consul.
Uncertain whether she might not be forced to give up her fortune,
she has lived with the utmost prudence. As for me, I wish to acquire
property which shall be _mine_, so as to provide for my wife in case she
is forced to lose hers.”
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