Madame Roland: A Biographical StudyTarbell, Ida M. (Ida Minerva)
History
Madame Roland: A Biographical Study
Tarbell, Ida M. (Ida Minerva)
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799; Roland, Madame, 1754-1793
On July 7th, she wrote Buzot the last letter, so far as we know, that he
received from her. In it all the exultation of her ardent passion, all
the force of her noble courage, are concentrated.
“My friend, you cannot picture the charm of a prison where one need
account only to his own heart for the employment of his moments! No
annoying distraction, no painful sacrifice, no tiresome cares; none of
those duties so much the more binding on an honest heart because they
are respectable; none of those contradictions of law, or of the
prejudices of society, with the sweetest inspirations of nature; no
jealous look spies on what one feels, or the occupation which one
chooses; no one suffers from your inaction or your melancholy; no one
expects efforts or demands sentiments which are not in your power; left
to yourself and to truth, with no obstacles to overcome, no friction to
endure, one can, without harm to the rights and to the affection of
another, abandon his soul to its own righteousness, refind his moral
independence in an apparent captivity, and exercise it with a
completeness that social relations almost always change. I had not
looked for this independence.... Circumstances have given me that which
I could never have had without a kind of crime. How I love the chains
which give me freedom to love you undividedly, to think of you
ceaselessly! Here all other occupation is laid aside. I belong only to
him who loves me and merits so well to be loved by me.... I do not want
to penetrate the designs of Heaven, I will not allow myself to make
guilty prayers, but I bless God for having substituted my present chains
for those I wore before. And this change appears to me the beginning of
favor. If He grants me more, may He leave me here until my deliverance
from a world given over to injustice and unhappiness!”
“Do not pity me,” she wrote to Buzot in her letter of June 22. She was
not to be pitied. Life and death were kinder to her than to most of
those upon whom fall the supreme misfortune of loving where
conventionalities and law forbid love to go. It took the struggle from
her hand and prevented the disillusion which she must have undergone had
she lived. There is no escaping the conclusion that she would have
ultimately left Roland for Buzot. Her idealization of all relations,
persons, and ideas which stirred her; her imagination from infancy,
given full play; her passionate nature, which she knew but poorly,
though flattering herself that she was entirely its mistress; her
confidence in the superiority of sentiment and in herself,—would have
unquestionably pushed her to a union of some sort with Buzot. She was
happy to be guillotined when she was, otherwise she must have inevitably
suffered the most terrible and humiliating of all the disillusions of a
woman,—the loss of faith in herself, in the infallibility of her
sentiments, in her incapability to do wrong.
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