Madame Roland: A Biographical StudyTarbell, Ida M. (Ida Minerva)
History
Madame Roland: A Biographical Study
Tarbell, Ida M. (Ida Minerva)
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799; Roland, Madame, 1754-1793
“In the midst of the different objects which surround and oppress me, I
see, I feel but you. I hear always, ‘I am unhappy.’ O God! how, why,
since when, are you unhappy? Is it because I exist or because I love
you? The destruction of the first of these causes is in my power and
would cost me nothing. It would take away with it the other, over which
I have no longer any control.”
Even after this Roland was so obtuse that he was uncertain of her
feeling for him, but finally he asked her squarely if it could be that
all this meant that she loved him. Very promptly she replied: “If I
thought that question was unsettled for you to-day, I should fear it
would always be.” Will she marry him then, _oui ou non_? He asked the
question despairingly, in the tone of a man who expected a scene to
follow, but could see nothing else for him to do honorably. In a letter
of passionate abandon Manon promised to be his wife. Roland was the
happiest of men.
“You are mine,” he wrote. “You have taken the oath. It is irrevocable. O
my friend, my tender, faithful friend, I had need of that _yes_.”
Manon’s joy was unbounded and she told it in true eighteenth-century
style. “I weep, I struggle to express myself, I stifle, I throw myself
upon your bosom, there I remain, entirely thine.” Immediately they
entered upon a correspondence, voluminous, extravagant, passionate.
Manon explained to Roland the beginning and the development of her
affection for him, and labored to harmonize two seemingly incongruous
experiences,—her interest in Roland during the time he was in Italy and
the marriage she had contemplated with M. de Sévelinges. The harmony
seems incomplete to the modern reader, but probably Roland was not
exacting since he was sure of his possession.
In every way she tried to please him, even keeping their betrothal a
secret from Sophie—this at Roland’s request. They planned, confided,
rejoiced, and made each other miserable in true lover-like style. For
some time the worst of their misunderstandings were caused by delays in
letters, but, unfortunately, there were to be annoyances, in the course
of their love, more serious than those of the postman. There was M.
Phlipon; there was Roland’s family; there were all the vexatious
formalities which precede marriage in France. M. Phlipon was the most
serious obstacle to their happiness. Since his wife’s death he had been
constantly growing more dissipated and common. Roland regarded him with
the cold and irritating disapproval of a man convinced of his own
infallibility, and M. Phlipon, conscious of his own shortcomings,
disliked Roland heartily. For some time Roland refused to ask M. Phlipon
for his daughter, but he counselled her to insist upon having the
remnant of her dowry turned over.
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