Governesses -- Fiction; Love stories; New England -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Now that they were alone, the doctor’s courage forsook him, and he could
only stammer out some common-place remarks about the party, asking how
Maddy had enjoyed it, and if she was sure she had entirely recovered
from the effects of her fainting fit. He was not getting on at all, and
it was impossible for him to say anything as he had meant to say it. Why
couldn’t she help him, instead of looking so unsuspiciously at him with
those large, bright eyes? Didn’t she know how dear she was to him? He
should think she might. She ought to have divined it ere this; and if
so, why didn’t she blush, or do something?
At last she came to his aid by saying, “You promised to tell me about
the bracelets and necklace, whether I ought to keep them.”
“Yes, oh, yes, I believe I did.” And getting up from his chair, the
doctor began to walk the floor, the better to hide his confusion. “Yes,
the bracelets. You looked very pretty in them, Maddy, very; but you are
always pretty—ahem—yes. If you were engaged to Guy, I should say it was
proper; but if not, why, I don’t know; the fact is, Maddy, I am not
quite certain what I’m saying, so you must excuse me. I almost hated you
that day you sent the note, telling me you were coming to be examined;
but I had not seen you then. I did not know how, after a while—a very
little while—I should in all probability—well, I did; I changed my mind,
and I—I guess you have not the slightest idea what I mean.” And stopping
suddenly, he confronted the astonished Maddy, who replied:
“Not the slightest, unless you are going crazy.”
She could in no other way account for his strange conduct, and she sat
staring at him while he continued:
“I told you once that when I wanted my bill I’d let you know. I’d ask
for pay. I want it now. I present my bill.”
With a scared, miserable feeling, Maddy listened to him, wondering where
she could get the money, if it were possible for her grandfather to
raise it, and how much her entire wardrobe would bring, suppose she
should sell it! The bill had not troubled her latterly, for she had
fallen into a way of believing that the doctor would wait until she was
graduated and could earn it by teaching. Nothing could be more
inopportune than for him to present it now; and with a half-stifled sob
she began to speak, but he silenced her by a gesture, and sitting down
beside her, said, in a voice more natural than the one with which he had
at first addressed her:
“Maddy, I know you have no money. It is not that I want, Maddy; I want—I
want—_you_.”
He bent down over her now, for her face was hidden in her hands, all
sense of sight shut out, all sense of hearing, too, save the words he
was pouring into her ear—words which burned their way into her heart,
making it throb for a single moment with gratified pride, and then grow
heavy as lead as she knew how impossible it was for her to pay the debt
in the way which he desired.
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