Governesses -- Fiction; Love stories; New England -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
fortified herself to meet it, while Guy hung over her, never guessing of
all that was passing in her mind, or how, when he was out of sight, the
lips he had longed so much to kiss, but never had since that day in the
graveyard, quivered with anguish as they asked for strength to do right;
crying often, “Help me, Father, to do my duty, and give me, too, a
greater inclination to do it than I now possess.”
Maddy’s heart failed her sometimes, and she might have yielded to the
temptation but for a letter from Lucy, full of eager anticipations of
the time when she should see Guy, never to part again.
“Sometimes,” she wrote, “there comes over me a dark foreboding of evil—a
fear that I shall miss the cup now just within my reach; but I pray the
bad feelings away. I am sure there is no living being who will come
between us to break my heart, and as I know God doeth all things well, I
trust him wholly and cease to doubt.”
It was well the letter came when it did, as it helped Maddy to meet the
hour she so much dreaded, and which came at last on an afternoon when
Mrs. Noah had gone to Aikenside, and Flora had gone on an errand to a
neighbor’s two miles away, thus leaving Guy free to tell the story, so
old, yet always new to him who tells it and to her who listens, the
story which, as Guy told it, sitting by Maddy’s side, with her hands in
his, thrilled her through and through, making the sweat-drops start out
around her lips and underneath her hair; the story which made Guy
himself pant nervously and tremble like a leaf, so earnestly he told her
how long he had loved her, of the picture withheld, the jealousy he felt
each time the doctor named her, the selfish joy he experienced when he
heard the doctor was refused; of his growing dissatisfaction with his
engagement, his frequent resolves to break it, his final decision, which
that scene in the graveyard had reversed, and then asked if she would
not be his—not doubtfully, but confidently, eagerly as if sure of her
answer.
Alas for Guy! he could not believe he heard aright when, turning her
head away for a moment while she prayed for strength, Maddy’s answer
came, “I cannot, Guy, I cannot. I acknowledge the love which has stolen
upon me, I know not how, but I cannot do this wrong to Lucy. Away from
me you will love her again. You must. Read this, Guy, then say if you
can desert her.”
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