Governesses -- Fiction; Love stories; New England -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
She placed Lucy’s letter in his hand, and Guy read it with a heart which
ached to its very core. It was cruel to deceive that gentle, trusting
girl writing so lovingly of him, but to lose Maddy was to his
undisciplined nature more dreadful still, and casting the letter aside
he pleaded again, this time with the energy of despair, for he read his
fate in Maddy’s face, and when her lips a second time confirmed her
first reply, while she appealed to his sense of honor, of justice, of
right, and told him he could and must forget her, he knew there was no
hope, and, man though he was, bowed his head upon Maddy’s hands and wept
stormily, with mighty, choking sobs, which shook his frame, and seemed
to break up the very fountains of his life. Then to Maddy there came a
terrible temptation. Was it right for two who loved as they did to live
their lives apart?—right in her to force on Guy the fulfillment of vows
he could not literally keep? As mental struggles are always the more
severe, so Maddy’s took all her strength away, and for many minutes she
was so white and still that Guy roused himself to care for her, thinking
of nothing then except to make her better.
It was a long time ere that interview ended, but when it did there was
on Maddy’s face a peaceful expression, which only the sense of having
done right at the cost of a fearful sacrifice could give, while Guy’s
bore traces of a great and crushing sorrow, as he went out from Maddy’s
presence and felt that to him she was lost forever. He had promised her
he would do right; had said he would marry Lucy, and be to her what a
husband should be; and he had listened while she talked of another
world, where they neither marry or are given in marriage, and where it
would not be sinful for them to love each other, and as she talked her
face had shone like the face of an angel. He had hold one of her hands
at parting, bending low his head, while she laid the other on it as she
blessed him, letting her fingers thread his soft brown hair for a moment
and linger caressingly among his curly locks. But that was over now.
They had parted forever. She was lying where he left her, cold and
white, and faint with dizzy pain. He was riding swiftly toward
Aikenside, his heart-beats keeping time to the swift tread of his
horse’s feet, and his mind a confused medley of distracted thoughts,
amid which two facts stood out prominent and clear—he had lost Maddy
Clyde, and had promised her to marry Lucy Atherstone.
For many days after that Guy kept his room, saying he was sick, and
refusing to see any one save Jessie and Mrs. Noah, the latter of whom
guessed in part what had happened, and imputing to him far more credit
than he deserved, petted and pitied and cared for him until he grew
weary of it, and said to her, savagely:
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