Then she put him away from her softly, and went about setting bread
to rise. But he followed beseechingly at her heels, with a little
parcel which he had been hiding in a corner of the dresser. "I bought
these for you, with some of my trap money, for a little present," the
boy whispered, piteously; and Madelon smiled at him and took the
parcel and opened it, and found therein a pair of fine red-satin
shoes. Then he brightened at the delight which she showed, and went
up-stairs to bed, feeling that after all it would be no such hard
task for his sister to marry Lot Gordon, and cover her fault of mad
temper and her disgrace. "He likes her so much he will treat her
kindly, and she will have a fine house, and plenty of silk gowns, and
feathers in her bonnets," reflected Richard, comfortably, with no
more consciousness of his sister's outlook upon life than if his eyes
were turned towards a scene in another world. Still he loved his
sister with all his heart, although he never in his life had seen
anything just as she saw it. He did not dream that Madelon's calm
broke before his red-satin shoes, and that she was sitting alone
before the kitchen fire with them in her lap, weeping bitterly. She
was made of stern stuff to endure the worst of things; but, after
all, the pitiful little accessories of grief and death are harder to
bear without weakening, because all one's powers of defence are not
enlisted against them. They are sometimes the scouts that kill.
Poor Madelon looked at her brother's wedding-gift, the little
red-satin shoes, in which she could never walk or dance with a merry
heart, and her courage almost failed her. But it was only for a
little while. She rose up and finished setting the bread to rise, and
then she went to her chamber and packed away the shoes with the other
things in the cedar chest.
Through the days that came now Madelon toiled as she had never toiled
before, although she had always been an industrious girl. She had her
own linen-chest, which she would take with her when she married, and
now she bestirred herself to replenish the stores of the house she
would leave, for the comfort of her father and brothers. Long before
dawn the gentle hum of her spinning-wheel began, although the days
were lengthening, and many a time she sat plying it on her solitary
hearth until after midnight. She spent days at the great loom in the
north chamber, marching back and forth before it, a straight,
resolute figure of industry filling human needs, although with sweat
of the brow and heart's blood. No happier was she for her hard toil,
but it kept at least the spirit of fierce endurance alive within her,
for no one succumbs entirely to misery with unfolded hands. Then,
too, she was upheld somewhat by her pride in right-doing and
providing for the interests of her family. Enough of the New England
conscience she had to give her a certain comfort in holding herself
to duty, like a knife to a grindstone.
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