After confessing his love, Jules experienced, mingled with his
exultation, a feeling of bewildered amazement at his own boldness. This
was followed by a poignant regret that he hadn't spoken before. Now,
however, that his weeks of doubt and of intermittent misery were over,
he gave himself up to his happiness, which manifested itself in a wild
exuberance of spirits.
In a short time he was speaking humorously of those weeks, ridiculing
himself as if he had already become different, almost another person
from what he had been then. He told Blanche about his tortures, and even
succeeded in extorting a confession from her that she had been in love
with him since the first Sunday when he had called at the apartment and
acknowledged Durand's duplicity; she, too, had had her doubts and her
fears. Then they became very confidential, and by the time the morning
was over, and they found themselves in the restaurant, they felt as if
they had known each other intimately for years.
In spite of Blanche's protests, Jules ordered a bottle of champagne and
an elaborate luncheon.
"I suppose I ought to have asked Madeleine to come," he said, "but I
wanted to be alone with you. Some day before your mother returns, we'll
have another _fête_, and take Madeleine with us."
In the morning, when he spoke about a definite engagement, and she
protested that her mother must be consulted, he had told her of his talk
with Madame Perrault at the railway station. Now he went on to make
plans for their marriage. There was no reason, he argued, why they
should wait a long time; her mother had been engaged to Monsieur
Berthier for three years, but she would not marry till Blanche had a
protector. Jules liked to talk of himself in this character; it gave him
a feeling of importance. So, altogether, he went on, the sooner the
marriage took place the better. He would give up his place in the
wool-house, and devote himself to his wife's career; for, of course,
they couldn't be separated. They would be very happy travelling about,
from one end of the world to the other.
It never occurred to either of them that Blanche might retire from the
ring after marriage. She herself seemed to regard the circus as part of
her life; she had been born in it, and she belonged to it as long as she
was able to perform. As for Jules, he could not have dissociated her
from the thought of the circus. Even now he felt as if he had himself
become wedded to it, that he had acquired a kind of proprietary interest
in it. He discussed Blanche's professional engagements as if they were
his own. Why, he asked, couldn't the marriage take place during the
weeks that intervened between her engagement at the _Cirque Parisien_
and her appearance in Vienna? Jeanne and Louise could come up to Paris
for Christmas and the New Year, and be present at the ceremony. By that
time he would have his affairs arranged so that he could go with her to
Vienna.
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