Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 1 (of 2)Gautier, Théophile
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Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 1 (of 2)
Gautier, Théophile
French fiction -- Translations into English
THÉODORE.
And who examined me so closely.
ROSETTE.
Himself.
THÉODORE.
He's a very good-looking fellow.--And he has not made you
forget me?
ROSETTE.
No. Unfortunately you are not one of those whom one
forgets.
THÉODORE.
He loves you dearly no doubt?
ROSETTE.
I am not so sure of that.--There are moments when you
would think he loved me very dearly; but at heart he
doesn't love me, and he is not far from hating me, for
he is angry with me because he can't love me.--He did as
many others before him have done; he developed a very
keen taste for passion, and was greatly surprised and
disappointed when his desire was surfeited.--It is a
mistake to think that two people must mutually adore each
other because they have lain together.
THÉODORE.
And what do you propose to do with this lover who is not a
lover?
ROSETTE.
What we do with bygone quarters of the moon or with last
year's fashions.--He hasn't courage enough to leave me
the first, and although he does not love me in the true
sense of the word, he is bound to me by the habit of
enjoyment, and those are the habits it is hardest to
break. If I don't assist him, he is quite capable of
conscientiously submitting to be bored with me till the
last judgment and beyond; for he has within him the germ
of all noble qualities; and the flowers of his soul ask
naught but an opportunity to bloom in the sunshine of
everlasting love.--Really I am very sorry that I did not
prove to be the sunbeam for him. Of all my lovers whom I
have not loved, I love him the most; and, if I were not
as kind-hearted as I am, I would not give him back his
liberty, but I would still keep him.--But that is what I
will not do; I am finishing with him at this moment.
THÉODORE.
How long will it last?
ROSETTE.
A fortnight, three weeks, but at all events not so long
as if you had not come.--I know that I shall never be
your mistress.--There is, you say, an unknown reason for
that, to which I would bow if it were possible for you to
disclose it to me. Thus I am forbidden to entertain any
hope in that direction, and yet I cannot make up my mind
to be another man's mistress when you are here; it seems
to me like a profanation, and as if I should not have the
right to love you.
THÉODORE.
Keep this lover for love of me.
ROSETTE.
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