Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)Gautier, Théophile
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Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)
Gautier, Théophile
French fiction -- Translations into English
That brutal, imperious formula summarizes the ancient elegy; it
constantly comes back to that; that is its main argument, the
strongest, the Achilles of its arguments. After that it hasn't
very much to say, and when it has promised a robe of byssus of two
colors and a string of pearls of equal size, it is at the end of its
tether.--It also includes almost all of what I find most conclusive
under such circumstances.--I do not, however, always confine myself to
this somewhat restricted programme, and I embroider my poor canvas with
a few threads of silk of different colors, picked up here and there.
But these threads are short or knotted together twenty times and do not
cling firmly to the woof. I speak politely of love because I have read
many beautiful things on the subject. Only an actor's talent is needed
for that. With many women this external appearance is enough; the habit
of writing and using the imagination prevents me from falling short in
such matters, and every mind at all experienced, by applying itself to
the task, can readily attain that result; but I do not feel a word of
what I say, and I keep repeating, in an undertone, with the poet of
old: "Cynthia, make haste."
I have often been accused of being a knave and a pretender.--No one
on earth would like so well as I to speak freely and to empty his
heart!--but as I have no idea or sentiment in common with the people
about me,--as there would be a hurrah and a general hue and cry at
the first true word I spoke, I have preferred to keep silent, or, if
I speak, to give utterance only to idiotic remarks that are received
everywhere and entitled to privilege of citizenship.--I should receive
a warm welcome if I said to women such things as I have just written to
you! I fancy that they wouldn't much relish my way of looking at things
or the view I take of love.--As for the men, I cannot tell them to
their faces that they are wrong not to walk on four legs; and in truth
I have a more favorable opinion of them.--I have no desire to quarrel
at every word. What difference does it make after all what I think or
what I don't think? that I am sad when I seem cheerful, cheerful when I
have an air of melancholy! No-body is inclined to cry out at me because
I don't go about naked; may I not dress my face as well as my body? Why
should a mask be more reprehensible than a pair of breeches, and a lie
than a corset?
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