Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)Gautier, Théophile
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Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)
Gautier, Théophile
French fiction -- Translations into English
"Listen to me, Théodore," said Rosette, standing up and throwing the
hair back from both sides of her face, as well as I could judge by the
feeble light which the stars and a very slender crescent moon, just
appearing above the horizon, cast into the room, the window being still
open;--"this is a strange step I have taken; everybody would blame me
for it.--But you are going away soon, and I love you! I cannot let
you go thus without having an explanation with you.--Perhaps you will
never come back; perhaps this is the first and last time that I am to
see you.--Who knows where you will go? But wherever you go you will
carry my heart and my life with you.--If you had remained, I should
not have resorted to this extreme measure. The happiness I felt on
seeing you, of listening to your voice, of living beside you, would
have been enough for me; I would have asked for nothing more. I would
have confined my love in my heart; you would have thought that you
had simply a kind and affectionate friend in me; but that cannot be.
You say that you absolutely must go.--It bores you, Théodore, to see
me clinging to your footsteps like an amorous shadow which can only
follow you, but would like to be blended with your body; it must annoy
you always to find behind you imploring eyes and hands stretched out
to grasp the hem of your cloak.--I know it, but I cannot refrain from
doing it.--You cannot complain, however; it is your fault.--I was calm,
peaceful, almost happy before I knew you.--You appeared, handsome,
young, and smiling, like Phœbus, the charming god.--You paid me most
marked, most gallant attention; never was cavalier more courteous and
clever. Rubies and roses fell from your lips every moment; everything
became for you an opportunity to turn a compliment, and you knew how
to transform the most insignificant words into charming flattery.--A
woman who had hated you mortally at first, would have ended by loving
you, and for my part, I loved you the moment I saw you. Why, having
made yourself so agreeable, do you seem surprised to be so loved? Isn't
it a perfectly natural consequence? I am neither mad nor empty-headed,
nor a romantic child who falls in love with the first sword she sees.
I have seen society, and I know what life is. Any woman, even the
most virtuous or the most prudish, would have done as much as I am
doing.--What was your idea or your purpose? to please me, I imagine,
for I cannot attribute any other to you. How does it happen, then, that
you seem in some measure sorry because you have succeeded so well?
Have I unintentionally done anything to displease you?--I ask your
pardon.--Do you no longer think me beautiful, or have you discovered in
me some defect that repels you?--You have the right to be exacting in
the matter of beauty, but either you have lied outrageously, or I am
beautiful!--I am young like yourself and I love you; why do you disdain
me now? You used to be so attentive to me, you held my arm with such
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