Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)Gautier, Théophile
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Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)
Gautier, Théophile
French fiction -- Translations into English
I was moved, and I bestowed upon Rosette a caress or two rather more
affectionate than usual; from her hair my hand descended to her velvety
neck and thence to her round, smooth shoulder which I patted softly as
I followed its shivering contour. The child quivered under my touch
like a harpsichord under a musician's fingers; her flesh shuddered and
leaped, and amorous thrills ran all over her body.
I myself was conscious of a sort of vague, confused desire, the object
of which I could not make out, and I took a keen delight in running my
hand over those pure, delicate lines.--I left her shoulder, and, taking
advantage of an opening in the folds of her _peignoir_, I suddenly
closed my hand upon her little, frightened breast, which palpitated
madly like a turtle-dove surprised in its nest;--from the extreme
edge of her cheek, upon which I breathed a hardly perceptible kiss,
I arrived at her half-open mouth: we remained in that position for
some time.--Upon my word, I have no idea whether it was two minutes
or a quarter of an hour or an hour; for I had lost all idea of time,
and I did not know whether I was in heaven or on earth, here or
elsewhere, dead or alive. The heady wine of lust had so intoxicated me
at the first mouthful I swallowed, that all the reason I possessed
had fled.--Rosette wound her arms more and more tightly about me and
enveloped me with her body; she leaned convulsively toward me and
pressed me against her bare, palpitating breast; at every kiss all her
life seemed to rush to the spot kissed and to abandon the rest of her
person.--Strange ideas passed through my head; if I had not feared
to betray my _incognito_, I would have given full scope to Rosette's
passionate impulses, and perhaps I should have made some vain, mad
attempt to impart a semblance of reality to the shadow of pleasure
which my beautiful lover embraced so ardently; I had not yet had a
lover; and those fierce attacks, those reiterated caresses, the touch
of that lovely body, those sweet names drowned in kisses, excited me to
the last degree--although they proceeded from a woman;--and then that
nocturnal visit, that romantic passion, the moonlight, all had for me
the refreshing charm of novelty, and made me forget that, after all, I
was not a man.
However, making a great effort to control myself, I told Rosette that
she was compromising herself terribly by coming to my room at such
an hour and remaining there so long, that her women might notice her
absence and see that she had not passed the night in her own room.
I said this in such a mild tone that Rosette's only reply was to let
her _peignoir_ and slippers fall to the floor and glide into my bed
like a snake into a bowl of milk; for she fancied that my clothes alone
prevented me from coming to more definite demonstrations, and that they
were the only obstacle that held me back.
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