Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)Gautier, Théophile
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Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)
Gautier, Théophile
French fiction -- Translations into English
"O most poetic and most perspicacious of young men, I am in very
truth naught but a young and modest beauty, who, over and above all,
adores you, and whose only wish is to give pleasure to you and to
herself.--Tell me if that is agreeable to you, and if you still retain
any scruple, touch this, go in peace, and sin all you can."
That eloquent harangue concluded, I will sink, half-fainting, into
his arms, and while I heave a melancholy sigh or two, I will adroitly
unfasten the clasp of my dress and appear in the conventional costume,
that is to say, half naked.--D'Albert will do the rest, and I hope
that, on the following morning, I shall know what to believe about
all the fine things that have been troubling my brain so long.--While
gratifying my curiosity, I shall have the additional pleasure of making
a fellow-creature happy.
I propose also to pay Rosette a visit in the same costume, and to
prove to her that my failure to respond to her love was due neither to
coldness nor dislike.--I do not want her to retain that bad opinion
of me, and she deserves, no less than D'Albert, that I should betray
my _incognito_ in her favor.--How will she take that disclosure?--Her
pride will be comforted, but her love will groan.
Adieu, my loveliest and best; pray God that pleasure may not seem to me
so small a matter as they who dispense it. I have written flippantly
throughout this letter, and yet this that I am going to do is a serious
thing, and all the rest of my life may feel its effects.
XVI
More than a fortnight had passed since D'Albert placed his amorous
epistle on Théodore's table, and yet there was no perceptible change in
the latter's demeanor.--D'Albert did not know to what to attribute that
silence;--it seemed as if Théodore had no knowledge of the letter; the
pitiable D'Albert believed that it had been destroyed or lost; and yet
it was difficult to see how that could be, for Théodore had returned to
the room a moment after, and it would have been a most extraordinary
thing if he had failed to notice a large paper lying by itself in the
middle of the table, in such a way as to attract the most absent-minded
glance.
Or was it that Théodore was really a man and not a woman, as D'Albert
had imagined--or, in case she was a woman, had she such a pronounced
aversion for him, such contempt, that she would not even deign to take
the trouble to reply to him?--The poor fellow, who had not had, like
ourselves, the privilege of looking through the portfolio of _la
belle_ Maupin's confidante, Graciosa, was not in a condition to decide
affirmatively or negatively any of these important questions, and he
wavered sadly in the most wretched irresolution.
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