Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)Gautier, Théophile
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Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)
Gautier, Théophile
French fiction -- Translations into English
Our lives are transparent and may be penetrated at a glance.--It is
easy to follow us from the house to the boarding-school, from the
boarding-school back to the house;--what we do is a mystery to no
one; every one can see our wretched crayon drawings, our bouquets in
water-color, consisting of a pansy and a rose of the size of a cabbage,
sweetly tied together by the stems with a bow of delicate-hued ribbon;
the slippers we embroider for our father's or grandfather's birthday
have nothing in themselves very occult or very disquieting.--Our
sonatas and our romanzas are executed with all desirable lack of
warmth. We are well and duly tied to our mother's apron-strings, and
at nine o'clock, or ten at the latest, we go to our little white beds
in our clean and virtuous little cells, where we are scrupulously
bolted and padlocked in until the next morning. The most alert and most
jealous sensitiveness could find nothing objectionable in that.
The clearest crystal is not so transparent as such a life.
The man who takes us knows what we have done from the moment we were
weaned and even before, if he cares to carry his investigations so
far.--Our life is not life, it is a sort of vegetating existence
like that of moss and flowers; the freezing shadow of the maternal
stalk hovers around us, poor, dwarfed rose-buds, who dare not open.
Our principal business is to sit very straight, tightly laced and
whaleboned, with our eyes properly downcast, and to outdo, in
immobility and stiffness, mannikins and dolls on springs.
We are forbidden to speak, to join in the conversation farther than to
answer yes and no if we are questioned. As soon as anything interesting
is to be said we are sent away to practise on the harp or spinet, and
our music masters are always at least sixty years old and take snuff
disgustingly. The models hung in our rooms are anatomically very vague
and evasive. The Greek gods, before making their appearance in young
ladies' boarding-schools, take care to purchase very full box-coats at
a second-hand clothing shop, and to be engraved in stipple, which makes
them look like porters or cab-drivers and renders them but ill-adapted
to excite our imaginations.
By dint of seeking to prevent us from becoming romantic, they make us
idiots. The time when we are being educated is passed, not in teaching
us something, but in preventing us from learning anything.
We are really prisoners, in body and mind; but a young man, free to
do what he will, who goes out in the morning not to return until the
next morning, who has money, who can earn money and dispose of it as he
pleases--how could he justify his method of employing his time?--who
is the man who would be willing to tell his beloved what he has done
during the day and night?--Not one, even of those who are reputed the
purest.
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