Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)Gautier, Théophile
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Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)
Gautier, Théophile
French fiction -- Translations into English
Yes, Madelinette has not remained like her companions, her elbows
lazily resting on the balcony rail, between the window jasmine and
volubilis, watching the violet fringe of the horizon across the plain
or some little rose-colored cloud moving gently in the May breeze. She
has not carpeted mother-of-pearl palaces with lily leaves, to furnish
quarters for her chimeras; she has not, like you, lovely dreamers,
arrayed some hollow phantom in all imaginable perfections; she has
sought to compare the illusions of her heart with the reality; she
has chosen to know men before giving herself to a man; she has left
everything, her lovely dresses of bright-colored silks and velvets,
her necklaces, her bracelets, her birds and her flowers; she has
voluntarily renounced humble adoration, gallant speeches, bouquets and
madrigals, the pleasure of being considered lovelier and better adorned
than you, the sweet name of woman, everything that was part of her,
and has started all alone, the brave girl, to travel the world over to
learn the great science of life.
If people knew that, they would say that Madelaine was mad.--You
said so yourself, my dear Graciosa;--but the real mad women are they
who toss their hearts to the wind and sow their love at random on
the stones and on the rocks, without knowing if a single seed will
germinate.
O Graciosa! that is a thought I have never had without dismay: to
have loved some one who was not worthy! to have shown one's heart
all naked to impure eyes and allowed a profane creature to enter its
sanctuary! to have mingled its limpid stream for some time with a muddy
stream!--However perfectly they may be separated, some trace of the
slime always remains, and the stream can never recover its original
transparency.
To think that a man has kissed you and touched you; that he has seen
your body; that he can say: "She is thus and so; she has such a mark
in such a place; her mind runs upon this or that theme; she laughs
for this thing and weeps for that; her dreams are like this; I have
in my portfolio a feather from the wings of her chimera; this ring is
made from her hair; a bit of her heart is folded into this letter; she
caressed me so, and these are her usual words of endearment."
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