Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)Gautier, Théophile
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Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)
Gautier, Théophile
French fiction -- Translations into English
I left you, I believe, as we were leaving the inn where I passed
such an amusing night and where my virtue thought it was going to be
shipwrecked upon leaving the harbor.--We rode away together, going in
the same direction.--My companions went into ecstasies over the beauty
of my horse, which is a thoroughbred and one of the fastest horses
in the world;--that fact increased my stature at least half a cubit
in their estimation, and they added the merits of my steed to my own
merits.--They seemed to be afraid, however, that he was too frisky and
high-spirited for me.--I told them they need have no fear, and to show
them that there was no danger I made him prance and curvet--then I
jumped a wall of considerable height and put him at a gallop.
The party tried in vain to overtake me; I turned when I was some
distance ahead of them and rode back at full speed; just before I
met them, I checked my horse when all four feet were in the air and
stopped him short: which is, as you may or may not know, a genuine
feat.
From esteem they passed without transition to the most profound
respect. They did not suspect that a young student, recently graduated
from the University, was so accomplished a horseman as that. That
discovery served me better than if they had discovered in me all the
cardinal virtues; instead of treating me as a boy, they addressed in a
tone of obsequious familiarity that pleased me.
In laying aside my clothing, I had not laid aside my pride:--being
a woman no longer, I determined to be a thorough man and not to
be content to have simply the external appearance of one.--I had
determined to achieve as a cavalier, the triumphs I could no longer
aspire to as a woman. What disturbed me most was to ascertain how I
should set about procuring a stock of courage; for courage and skill in
bodily exercises are the means by which a man most easily establishes
a reputation. It is not that I am timid for a woman, and I have not
the idiotic pusillanimity that we see in some women; but it is a long
distance to the reckless, fierce brutality that is the glory of the
men, and it was my intention to become a young blood, a swash-buckler,
like my gentlemen of the upper circles, in order to secure a good
footing in society and to enjoy all the advantages of my metamorphosis.
But I saw in the sequel that nothing was easier and that the receipt
was of the simplest.
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