Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)Gautier, Théophile
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Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)
Gautier, Théophile
French fiction -- Translations into English
Rosette, who sees that I am going to escape her, clings obstinately and
wretchedly to the remains of her hope, and my position becomes more
and more complicated.--The strange sensation that I felt in the little
hermitage, and the inconceivable excitement into which I was thrown
by the ardor of my beautiful lover, have been repeated several times,
although in a less violent form; and often, as I sit beside Rosette,
with her hand in mine, listening to her as she talks to me in her soft,
cooing voice, I imagine that I am a man as she believes, and that my
failure to respond to her love is pure cruelty on my part.
One evening by some chance I found myself alone with the old lady
in the green room;--she had in her hand a piece of embroidery, for,
notwithstanding her sixty-eight years, she was never idle, being
desirous, as she said, to finish before her death a piece of furniture
on which she had been at work for a very long time. Feeling a little
tired she put aside her work and leaned back in her great easy-chair;
she looked at me very attentively and her gray eyes gleamed through
her spectacles with strange vivacity; two or three times she passed
her thin hand across her wrinkled forehead and seemed to be in deep
thought.--The memory of a time that was no more and which she regretted
gave to her face an expression of melancholy emotion.--I said nothing
for fear of disturbing her thoughts, and the silence lasted some
minutes; at last she broke it.
"They are Henri's eyes,--my dear Henri's,--the same bright, melting
glance, the same way of carrying the head, the same sweet, proud
face;--one would say it was he.--You cannot imagine how striking the
resemblance is, Monsieur Théodore;--when I see you, I can no longer
believe that Henri is dead; I think that he has been on a long journey
from which he has at last returned.--You have given me much pleasure
and much pain, Théodore!--pleasure by reminding me of my poor Henri,
pain by showing me how great a loss I have suffered; sometimes I have
taken you for his phantom.--I cannot get used to the idea that you are
going to leave us; it seems to me that I am losing my Henri once more."
I told her that if it were possible for me to remain longer I would
do it with pleasure, but that my stay had already been prolonged far
beyond what it should have been; that I looked forward to returning,
however, and that my memories of the chateau would be too pleasant to
allow me to forget it so quickly.
"Sorry as I am to have you leave us, Monsieur Théodore," she continued,
pursuing her thought, "there is some one here who will be more so than
I.--You understand whom I refer to, without my telling you. I don't
know what we shall do with Rosette when you have gone; but the old
chateau is a very dull place. Alcibiades is always hunting, and for a
young woman like her the society of a poor helpless old creature like
myself is not very entertaining."
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