Oh, I beg you, none of that. I do not intend to furnish a pendant to
the prodigal son. If I came back as a daughter, as a lost daughter, I
should not hold my head up before you as I do; I should grovel in the
dust in full consciousness of all my sins. [_With growing
excitement_.] And that I will not do--that I cannot do--for I am
what I am, and I cannot be another. [_Sadly_.] And therefore I have no
home--therefore I must go forth again--therefore--
_Enter_ Mrs. Schwartze.
HEFFTERDINGT.
For Heaven's sake, hush!
MRS. SCHWARTZE.
Excuse me, Pastor, I only wanted to know about supper. [_Imploringly
to_ Magda, _who sits turned away with her hands before her face_.] We
happen to have a warm joint to-day. You know, Pastor, the gentlemen of
the card-club were to be with us. Now, Magda, whether you're going away
or not, can't you eat a mouthful in your father's house?
HEFFTERDINGT.
Don't ask now, my dear madam.
MRS. SCHWARTZE.
Oh, if I'm interrupting--I only thought--
HEFFTERDINGT.
Later.
MARIE.
[_Appearing in the doorway_.] Will she stay? [Magda _shrinks at the
sound of the voice_.]
MRS. SCHWARTZE.
'Sh! [_Exit_ Mrs. Schwartze _and_ Marie.
HEFFTERDINGT.
You have no home, Miss Magda? Did you hear the old mother beseeching
and alluring with the best that she has, though it's only a poor dish?
Did you hear Marie's voice trembling with tears in the fear that I
should not prevail? They trust me too much; they think I only need to
speak the word. They don't suspect how helpless I stand here before
you. Look! Behind that door are three people in a fever of sorrow and
love. If you cross this threshold, you rob each of them of so much
life. And you have no home?
MAGDA.
If I have one, it is not here.
HEFFTERDINGT.
[_Embarrassed_.] Perhaps-- Nevertheless you should not go. Only a few
days,--just not to take away the idea that you belong here. So much you
owe to them!
MAGDA.
[_Sadly_.] I owe nothing now to any one here.
HEFFTERDINGT.
No? Really nothing? Then I must tell you about a certain day,--eleven
years ago now. I was called into this house in haste, for the Colonel
was dying. When I came, he lay there stiff and motionless, his face
drawn and white; one eye was already closed, in the other still
flickered a little life. He tried to speak, but his lips only quivered
and mumbled.
MAGDA.
What had happened?
HEFFTERDINGT.
What had happened? I will tell you. He had just received a letter in
which his eldest daughter bade him farewell.
MAGDA.
My God!
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