Magic words: A tale for Christmas timeMaceroni, Emilie
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Magic words: A tale for Christmas time
Maceroni, Emilie
Christmas stories
The wind moaned heavily in the pine-branches round the cottage.
Presently the writer paused and listened to the sound, so like the
rushing of distant waters. He walked slowly to the window, and gazed
long and earnestly into the night. It was moonlight, yet stormy;
and large, glittering stars, looked down through the dark branches,
when the hurrying white clouds had drifted over them. The distant
clock of the old village church, slowly striking the hour, sounded
mournfully over the river; and the lonely man at that little window
thought of years that were gone, of the bright firesides in many a
happy home that night, and turned and put away his papers with a sigh.
He thought how differently he used to work years ago, when, with all
the ardour of his nature and the energy of hope, and yet with intense
fear and anxiety, he strove to render himself worthy of one idolized,
one long-sighed-for object! He thought, too, of the bitterness, the
agony of disappointment; and how long years of his young life would
have been thrown away, had he not struggled hard to save himself from
becoming a useless, melancholy being, given up to the indulgence of
selfish regrets. He had succeeded,--there was some comfort in that
reflection. He knew of what he was capable, and dared not throw away
the power he had acquired, because it no longer availed the idol Self.
So he still worked on. He had become distinguished for his literary
labours, and for his contributions to the improvement and well-being
of his fellow-creatures; but to fame and to the praises of the great
he was now equally indifferent. His happiest hours were passed in his
favourite village, where he was greatly beloved, although he dared not
wholly give himself up to the quiet of a country life.
He had had the old Gothic church restored, with all possible observance
of its antique ornaments and its fine clustering ivy; and took a kind
of Sir Roger de Coverley delight in seeing the country people, bettered
and improved in every way, flocking to it on Sundays to hear his good
tutor’s sermons, to which he used to listen with so much reverence in
his boyish days. He had learned to believe that the word “happiness”
signifies, the being reconciled to bear, still having courage to
do, and gratitude to enjoy that which remains. Thus, he was usually
cheerful in his various occupations; _but this was Christmas time_:
a time when the lonely heart feels most desolate--a time when many a
tender word spoken by the absent is remembered with sorrow--when all
anger is forgotten in the feeling of peace and love which steals over
the heart. And his head lay buried in his hands, his whole soul given
up to an overwhelming agony of regret.
[Illustration: Day & Son, lith^{rs}. to the Queen.]
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