"I come up at ten o'clock as ushal, an' the missus met me at door wi'
her finger to her lips. 'He's sleeping, Job,' she says, an' glad I was
to hear it. 'I'll go an' lie down, Job, for I'm very tired,' she says,
and she looked it, poor thing. 'Knock on my door if you need me, Job,'
she says, and she went away. He were lying quiet and all tucked up,
an' I sat down an' waited for him to wake up and start again. But he
never woke, and when the missus came in this morning she went and
looked at him, and she says, 'Why, Job, I do believe he's dead,' and I
went and looked at him, and, God's truth, he looked as if he might be.
But I couldn't be sure, not liking to touch him, and I says, 'No such
luck, ma'am, _I_'m afraid,'--polite like, for we all knows the time
she's had wi' him, and she says, 'Go and fetch Dr Dale.' So I just
loosed these three couple o' young uns--they're all achin' for a
run,--an' I'm wondering who'll work th' pack now he's gone, if so be as
he's really gone, which I'm none too sure of. Th' Hunt were best thing
he ever did, but he were terrible hard on his horses."
Dale hurried into the house and up the stair, and into the sick-room,
the windows of which were opened to their widest, as though to cleanse
the room of the fire and brimstone which had seemed over-strong even to
such a pachyderm as young Job.
Carew lay there on the bed, at rest at last, as far as this world was
concerned, startlingly quiet after the storm-furies of the last seven
days and nights.
Dale was still standing looking down at him, full of that
ever-recurring wonder at the quiet dignity which Death sometimes
imparts even to those whose lives have not been dignified; full too of
anxious desire to learn how it had come about.
The tightly-clenched hands and livid rigidity of the body suggested a
startling possibility. He was bending down to the dead man to
investigate more closely when a sound behind him caused him to look
round, and he found Mrs Carew standing there. Her face was whiter, her
eyes heavier and more shadowy, than he had ever seen them.
"He is dead," she said quietly.
"One can only look upon it as a merciful release--for all of you. How
was it?"
"He wanted to die," she began, in the dull level tone of a child
repeating an obnoxious lesson. Then the self-repression she had
prescribed for herself gave way somewhat. Her hands gripped one
another fiercely and she hurried on with a touch of rising hysteria,
but still speaking in little more than a whisper. "You know how he
wanted to die. He was asking you all the time to give him something to
end it. But you could not. I know--I quite understand--being a
doctor, of course you could not. But there was something he kept--for
the rats, you know, in the stables. And he told me where it was and
told me to get some. So I got it and gave it him in his
sleeping-draught, and----"
"Good God! Elinor!..." he gasped. "... You never did that!"
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