"If we could only walk on it!" she said softly, as the red disc swelled
and sank and disappeared amid a glory of tender lucent greens and blues
and glowing orange, with a line of crimson fire on the edge of every
hovering cloud, and a heavenful of crimson flakes and splashes
smouldering slowly into gray above their heads.
"It points the road, but we cannot take it," he said quietly, and they
turned and went back to the house.
There were times when she thought he was about to tell her all that was
in his heart concerning her. She could see it in his face and eyes and
restless manner. And she was ready to respond.
There were times when it was almost more than he could do to keep it
all in. He believed she knew. He hardly doubted her response.
But he said to himself, with set jaw and a firmer grip of his
manhood,--"She has known me just four months. She is here helpless in
my hands. I may not press her unduly, for she might feel that she
could hardly say me nay. Her very helplessness must make me the more
careful and considerate."
And more than once, when the desire of his heart was leaping to his
lips, he jumped up abruptly and went out into the night and strode away
along the beach. And there he would pace to and fro under the quiet
stars, with the black waves swirling up the shore in long slow gleams
of shimmering silver, till the peace of it all passed into his blood,
and presently he would go quietly in again, with face and heart toned
down to reasonableness.
And when he went out so, The Girl would smile to herself at times, as
one who understood. And again, at times the smile would slowly fade
and she would sit thoughtful. But, if she wondered somewhat, and found
him beyond her complete understanding, she liked him none the less for
his restraint.
She was quite happy in their present fellowship, but she knew it could
not continue so, indefinitely. A man always wants more. The woman
gives.
She felt towards this man as she had never felt towards any man before.
Without a word spoken, she was satisfied as to the integrity of his
intentions, as she had never been of any of those who had approached
her in that old life, and she had been approached by many. But the
coinage of love about the Court had grown as debased as did the paper
money of the Republic later on. Whispers of love had become but fair
cloaks for foul deeds. This man had whispered nothing, but she
understood him and held him in honour.
And she was in no hurry. His love would not burn out, or she was much
mistaken in him. The flame repressed burns brightest in the end.
And then ... and then.... Well, she sometimes laid hold of the future
by the ears, as it were, and held its changing face while she peered
intently into it, and endeavoured to read there all that it might mean
for her.
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