Sooner or later he would open his heart to her--and that would be the
first change. Their relationship would of necessity become closer and
warmer. She would welcome that. It would bring great happiness to
them both.
And then--later on--sometime--when all hope of rescue or escape had
left them ... he would ask still more of her.... That was
inevitable.... And in her heart, hiding behind a thinning cloud of
doubt, which had, when first it came upon her, been tinged with dismay,
she knew he would be right, and that in consenting, she would do no
wrong, although it must run counter to all her normal views of right
and wrong.
She faced it all squarely and honestly,--Courtship properly ends in
Marriage. If by this accident of their strange fate the regular
marriage rites prescribed by the law of the land could not take place,
they would have to content themselves without them. It was inevitable.
Elemental views of right and wrong were indeed tap-rooted in her heart
and safe from bruising. But she recognised that circumstances alter
cases and that normal views were out of place here.
And as to the law of the land--what country claimed this bank of sand
she did not know. It was a No Man's Land, outside the pale of all laws
save God's and Nature's.
With no man she had ever met, except this man, could she have imagined
herself considering possibilities such as these. But with him she
would feel as safe and happy as if all the archbishops and bishops in
the land had performed the ceremony. For, after all, it was only man's
law and man's ceremony; and God's law and Nature's were mightier than
these.
With such thoughts in her--deep thoughts and long--she could wait
quietly, and she veiled her feelings for him lest he should deem her of
light mind and too easily to be won.
Now and again, induced perhaps by some adverse humour of body or
atmosphere, a plaguy little fear would leap at her heart and nibble it
with sharp teeth,--could it be that he had ties in the old life of
which he had never dared to hint,--some other woman--to whom he was
bound by honour or by law?
He had told her much, and yet not very much. Had he told her all? Did
men ever tell all? He had told her much, but there was room in what he
had not told for anything--for everything.
But surely he had one time said that he had left no ties behind
him,--that he was alone.
If there should be anything of the kind it would explain his
self-restraint, his quiet service, the looks he could not wholly check,
the words he did not speak.
That his heart had gone out to herself she could not mistake. But that
was not incompatible with ties elsewhere that might keep them apart.
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