"No way," he said, but his watch confirmed it. "Christ." He tried to
think of a casual way of asking her to sleep with him. For all their
talking, they'd hardly touched on romance -- or maybe there'd been
romance in every word.
"I'll walk you to your hotel," she said.
"Hey, that's really nice of you," he said. His voice sounded fakey and
forced in his ears. All of a sudden, he wasn't tired at all, instead
his heart was hammering in his chest and his blood sang in his ears.
There was hardly any talk on the way back to the hotel, just the
awareness of her steps and his in time with one another over the cold
late-winter streets. No traffic at that hour, and hardly a sound from
any of the windows they passed. The town was theirs.
At the door to his hotel -- another stack of the ubiquitous capsules,
these geared to visiting parents -- they stopped. They were looking at
one another like a couple of googly-eyed kids at the end of a date in
a sitcom.
"Um, what's your major?" he said.
"Pure math," she said.
"I think I know what that is," he said. It was freezing out on the
street. "Theory, right?"
"Pure math as opposed to applied math," she said. "Do you really care
about this?"
"Um," he said. "Well, yes. But not very much."
"I'll come into your hotel room, but we're not having sex, OK?"
"OK," he said.
There was room enough for the two of them in the capsule, but only
just. These were prefabbed in bulk and they came in different sizes --
in the Midwest they were large, the ones stacked up in San Francisco
parking spots were small. Still, he and Hilda were almost in each
other's laps, and he could smell her, feel wisps of her hair tickling
his ear.
"You're really nice," he said. Late at night, his ability to be
flippant evaporated. He was left with simple truths, simply
declared. "I like you a lot."
"Well then you'll have to come back to Madison and check in on the
ride, won't you?"
"Um," he said. He had a planning meeting with Luke and the rest of his
gang the next day, then he was supposed to be headed for Omaha, where
Tjan had set up another crew for him to speak to. At this rate, he
would get back to Florida some time in June.
"Perry, you're not a career activist, are you?"
"Nope," he said. "I hadn't really imagined that there was such a
thing."
"My parents. Both of them. Here's what being a career activist means:
you are on the road most of the time. When you get on the road, you
meet people, have intense experiences with them -- like going to war
or touring with a band. You fall in love a thousand times. And then
you leave all those people behind. You get off a plane, turn some
strangers into best friends, get on a plane and forget them until you
come back into town, and then you take it all back up again.
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