She waited. She'd half expected him to call with a little shower of
praise, an echo of Kettlewell's note. Jimmy wasn't the most effusive
editor she'd had, but it made his little moments of praise more
valuable for their rarity.
"Suzanne," he said again.
"Jimmy," she said. "It's late here. What's up?"
"So, it's like this. I love your reports but it's not Silicon Valley
news. It's Miami news. McClatchy handed me a thirty percent cut this
morning and I'm going to the bone. I am firing a third of the newsroom
today. Now, you are a stupendous writer and so I said to myself, 'I
can fire her or I can bring her home and have her write about Silicon
Valley again,' and I knew what the answer had to be. So I need you to
come home, just wrap it up and come home."
He finished speaking and she found herself staring at her computer's
screen. Her hands were gripping the laptop's edges so tightly it hurt,
and the machine made a plasticky squeak as it began to bend.
"I can't do that, Jimmy. This is stuff that Silicon Valley needs to
know about. This may not be what's happening *in* Silicon Valley, but
it sure as shit is what's happening *to* Silicon Valley." She hated
that she'd cussed -- she hadn't meant to. "I know you're in a hard
spot, but this is the story I need to cover right now."
"Suzanne, I'm cutting a third of the newsroom. We're going to be
covering stories within driving distance of this office for the
foreseeable future, and that's it. I don't disagree with a single
thing you just said, but it doesn't matter: if I leave you where you
are, I'll have to cut the guy who covers the school boards and the
city councils. I can't do that, not if I want to remain a daily
newspaper editor."
"I see," she said. "Can I think about it?"
"Think about what, Suzanne? This has not been the best day for me, I
have to tell you, but I don't see what there is to think about. This
newspaper no longer has correspondents who work in Miami and London
and Paris and New York. As of today, that stuff comes from bloggers,
or off the wire, or whatever -- but not from our payroll. You work for
this newspaper, so you need to come back here, because the job you're
doing does not exist any longer. The job you have with us is
here. You've missed the night-flight, but there's a direct flight
tomorrow morning that'll have you back by lunchtime tomorrow, and we
can sit down together then and talk about it, all right?"
"I think --" She felt that oh-shit-oh-shit feeling again, that
needing-to-pee feeling, that tension from her toes to her
nose. "Jimmy," she said. "I need a leave of absence, OK?"
"What? Suzanne, I'm sure we owe you some vacation but now isn't the
time --"
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