"I have decided, somewhat suddenly, to return to America, despite
the fact that my senior partners desire me to accept a permanent
position abroad.
"I shall sail next week and without seeing you again. I hope you
will not think me discourteous.
"But to be frank, Miss Dolores, I find our intimate acquaintance
growing constantly more dangerous. I am not a marrying man, as you
know; and I respect your views on the same subject. Even if I wished
I could not change those views; and no greater mistake could be made
by two people who entertained our ideas, than to permit any
combination of circumstances to bind them together for life. Yet, at
the same time, it is impossible for two young unmarried persons like
ourselves, neither of us owing allegiance to any third party, to
continue long in this fraternal sort of comradeship, which now
exists, between us. You are a beautiful and fascinating woman. I am
by no means a second Plato. In spite of my wish to please you, and
to be the perfect friend you are so kind as to call me, I find
myself constantly irritated with your calm, emotionless demeanor
toward me. I would not offend you by any word of love; yet I am
obliged to be always on my guard when in your presence, and when I
am absent from you, I feel a feverish desire to be near you. Your
beauty and your brightness and your many agreeable qualities are an
aggravation to me. I am aware that it is something more (or less)
than a feeling of friendship which has taken possession of me, and,
since it is so, the only wise course lies in flight. For,
He who loves and runs away
May live to love another day.
I shall always be your friend, and I hope you will continue to
answer my letters. You have been a revelation to me in many ways,
and my experience in your society can never be forgotten. I am sure
I am better for it. Yet I am only mortal, and I can but be rendered
unhappy by a continuation of what has been so pleasant. La Bruyéré
was right when he said, that friendship was impossible between the
sexes. I beg you to forgive the extreme frankness of this letter,
and to think of me as your weak, selfish, yet
"Admiring friend,
"PERCY DURAND."
He sealed and addressed the letter, and rang for a boy to post it. But
at that moment a rap sounded at his door, and a telegram was placed in
his hands. He tore it open and read:
PARIS, FRANCE.
"Mrs. Butler is dying; will you come to me?
"DOLORES."
Aside from the sorrow he felt at the news of Mrs. Butler's illness,
Percy read the telegram with an actual sense of relief. We all remember
to have experienced the feeling at some time in our lives, when
inclination warred with conscience, and Fate, constituting herself
umpire, decided in favor of inclination.
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