Malbone: An Oldport RomanceHigginson, Thomas Wentworth
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Malbone: An Oldport Romance
Higginson, Thomas Wentworth
Newport (R.I.) -- Fiction
“I cannot imagine,” she said, with a desolate look, more pitiable than
passion, on her young face. “I wish to save Hope, and to save my--to
save Mr. Lambert. Philip, you do not love me. I do not call it love.
There is no passion in your veins; it is only a sort of sympathetic
selfishness. Hope is infinitely better than you are, and I believe she
is more capable of loving. I began by hating her, but if she loves you
as I think she does, she has treated me more generously than ever one
woman treated another. For she could not look at me and not know that I
loved you. I did love you. O Philip, tell me what to do!”
Such beauty in anguish, the thrill of the possession of such love, the
possibility of soothing by tenderness the wild mood which he could not
meet by counsel,--it would have taken a stronger or less sympathetic
nature than Malbone’s to endure all this. It swept him away; this
revival of passion was irresistible. When her pent-up feeling was
once uttered, she turned to his love as a fancied salvation. It was a
terrible remedy. She had never looked more beautiful, and yet she seemed
to have grown old at once; her very caresses appeared to burn. She
lingered and lingered, and still he kept her there; and when it was no
longer possible for her to go without disturbing the house, he led her
to a secret spiral stairway, which went from attic to cellar of that
stately old mansion, and which opened by one or more doors on each
landing, as his keen eye had found out. Descending this, he went forth
with her into the dark and silent night. The mist hung around the house;
the wet leaves fluttered and fell upon their cheeks; the water lapped
desolately against the pier. Philip found a carriage and sent her back
to Mrs. Meredith’s, where she was staying during the brief absence of
John Lambert.
These concealed meetings, once begun, became an absorbing excitement.
She came several times, staying half an hour, an hour, two hours. They
were together long enough for suffering, never long enough for soothing.
It was a poor substitute for happiness. Each time she came, Malbone
wished that she might never go or never return. His warier nature was
feverish with solicitude and with self-reproach; he liked the excitement
of slight risks, but this was far too intense, the vibrations too
extreme. She, on the other hand, rode triumphant over waves of passion
which cowed him. He dared not exclude her; he dared not continue to
admit her; he dared not free himself; he could not be happy. The privacy
of the concealed stairway saved them from outward dangers, but not from
inward fears. Their interviews were first blissful, then anxious, then
sad, then stormy. It was at the end of such a storm that Emilia had
passed into one of those deathly calms which belonged to her physical
temperament; and it was under these circumstances that Hope had followed
Philip to the door.
XX. AUNT JANE TO THE RESCUE.
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