Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
"Don’t you think you better wait here with me until—until Mr. Norval
returns? He will speak openly to you then and explain everything."
"No, oh, no, I couldn’t!"
A great fear rose in Donelle’s eyes.
"My dear, I am very sorry for you!" And Katherine spoke the truth. She
was sorry, deeply so, but she was more shocked and indignant than she
had ever been in her life before. It was to Norval’s credit that she
did not believe the worst of him. She concluded that stupidity, rather
than viciousness, had led him on to deceive this simple girl without
realizing what the actual result would be.
"And so you will not wait with me?" She watched Donelle cross the room.
"I am so sorry, child. I wish now that I had come before."
"Good-bye!" Donelle gave her a long, sad look. Then she whistled to
Nick and went out, closing the cabin door behind her as one does who
leaves a chamber of death.
She walked along slowly, feeling nothing keenly, but noticing with a
queer sort of concentration the flickering shadows; there were clouds
coming up, it was growing darker. She was glad that she had closed the
little house before leaving. If there were a storm all would be safe.
Presently she came to Tom Gavot’s hut and went in, thankful that it was
empty, though she knew Tom would soon be coming.
She made a fire, brushed the hearth, and sat down upon the floor, trying
hard to think—think! But she could not get very far. Round and round
the one fact her thoughts whirled. The man she loved, the man she had
trusted, had wronged her in the deadliest way. He had killed something
in her, something that had made her happy and good. She did not want to
remember anything now; she wanted to put herself beyond the reach of the
look Norval had once given her, and of his later words—words which had
made her trust him. Donelle grasped at the thought of St. Michael’s
with a yearning that hurt her. If little Sister Mary were there, she
would understand. Donelle was sure the lost look in Sister Mary’s eyes
would make her understand. But St. Michael’s was a long way off, and
Donelle meant to place herself out of reach of more hurt before Norval
could see her. Pride, love, shame, and then—desperation swept over the
girl. Everything had failed her, everything, and all because her father
had left her mother! That was why people dared to—to play with her.
And just then Tom Gavot came in, shaking the wet of a sudden shower from
his fuzzy coat.
"Well!" he cried, looking at Donelle with startled eyes; "what’s the
matter?"
"Tom, I wonder if you would do—something for me? It’s a big thing, and
you’d just have to trust me more than any man ever trusted a girl
before." A feverish colour flamed in Donelle’s cheeks.
The light flickered in Gavot’s eyes, his lips twitched as he looked at
her.
"I guess you know there isn’t anything I wouldn’t do for you, Donelle,"
he said, coming close and standing over her protectingly.
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