Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
"It—it isn’t fair to you, Tom, but I’ll live my whole life making it up
to you. And you know I can keep my word."
"What is it, Donelle?"
"Tom, I want you to—to marry me. Marry me, now, this very afternoon!"
"My God!" murmured Tom and sat down, leaning forward over his clasped
hands.
"It’s this way," Donelle went on slowly, as if afraid she might not make
herself clear and yet fearing more that she might wrong another in her
determination to reach safety. "It is Mr. Richard Alton. He—he isn’t
Mr. Alton at all, he’s Mr. Norval. Mrs. Lindsay used to talk about him,
and he came here to—to get to know me without my knowing him. And
then—something happened!"
"What?" The word issued from Tom’s lips like a snarl.
"We loved each other very much, Tom. We couldn’t help it, but you see I
am the kind of girl that makes it seem as if it did not matter very
much, I guess. I am sure he didn’t mean to hurt me; it just happened,
and neither of us could help it, Tom."
"God! I’ll kill him."
"Oh! no, Tom, you will not, you shall not hurt him. You will just help
me, and then he’ll think, I—I—did not care very much, that I was
playing, just as he was. I want him to think that, more than anything
else, for then everything will be easy. He must not think I care!"
"Did he tell you that he would marry you?" asked Tom with a terrible
understanding in his eyes.
"Well, not exactly," Donelle tried to be very just, very true, "it was
the big love, you know, and I just thought of being always with him."
"Why have you stopped thinking so?"
"Well, Tom, I will tell you. I was up in his cabin, waiting for him
this morning, and his wife came. I know about her, too. When I heard
her name I knew everything. And she told me many things and she showed
me their baby’s picture. It is such a pretty baby—oh! Tom."
The misery on Donelle’s face roused in Gavot a cruel hate.
"Blast his soul!" he cried, then took Donelle’s face in his cold hands
and looked deep into her eyes. His soul revolted at the question he was
about to put, it was like giving poison to a child: "Donelle, tell me
before God, has he done to you what—what your father did to Mam’selle
Jo?"
For an instant Donelle repeated the words in her inner consciousness
until the meaning was quite plain. Her lovely eyes never faltered, but
suddenly a new knowledge rose in them.
"No," she whispered, "no, Tom, not that. It was only—the love."
"Thank God, then, I’ve got you in time."
"Yes, in time, Tom. That’s what I meant. He would never hurt me that
way, Tom—never! But I do not want him to know that he could hurt me at
all! Don’t you see, Tom, if he thought that I was caring for you all
the time and just playing with him, it——"
The quivering face writhed in Tom’s hands.
"Oh! Tom, I know it is wicked for me to ask you to do this for me, but
all my life long I will repay you!"
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