Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
But if Longville’s suggestion seemed to die in the mind of his own
woman, it had no such fate in that of Jo Morey. When she went into her
orderly house, after leaving the Captain, she put her papers on the
table and stood staring ahead into space. She seemed waiting for the
ugly thought he had left to follow its creator, but instead it clung to
her like a stinging nettle.
"Buy a husband!" she repeated; "buy a husband."
Into poor Jo’s dry and empty heart the words ate their way like a spark
in the autumn’s brush. The flame left a blackened trail over which she
toiled drearily back, back to that one blessed taste she had had of love
and happiness. Memories, long considered dead, rose from their shallow
graves like spectres, claiming Mam’selle for their own at last.
She had believed herself beyond suffering. She had thought that
loneliness and hard labour had secured her at least from the agony she
was now enduring, but with the consciousness that she could feel as she
was feeling, a sort of terror overcame her.
Her past days of toil had been blessed with nights of exhausted slumber.
But with the newly-won freedom there would be hours when she must
succumb to the tortures of memory. She could not go on slaving with no
actual need to spur her, she must have a reason, a motive for existence.
Like many another, poor Jo realized that while she had plenty to retire
on, she had nothing to retire to, for in her single purpose of freeing
herself from Longville, she had freed herself from all other ties.
But Jo Morey would not have been the woman she was if obstacles could
down her. She turned abruptly and strode toward the barn across the
road. Nick, her dog, materialized at this point. Nick had no faith in
men and discreetly kept out of sight when one appeared. He was no
coward, but caution was a marked characteristic in him and unless
necessity called he did not care, nor deem it advisable, to display his
feelings to strangers.
Jo felt for Nick an affection based upon tradition and fact. His mother
had been her sole companion during the darkest period of her life and
Nick was a worthy son of a faithful mother. Jo talked to the dog
constantly when she was most troubled and confused. She devoutly
believed she often received inspiration and solution from his strange,
earnest eyes.
"Well, old chap," she said now as she felt his sturdy body press against
her knee. "What do you think of that?"
Nick gave a sharp, resentful yelp.
"We want no man planting his tobacco in our front yard; do we, sir? He
might even expect us to plant it!"
Jo always spoke editorially when conversing with Nick. "And fancy a man
sitting by the new stove, Nick, spitting and snoring and kicking no
doubt _you_, my good friend, if not me!"
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