Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
In a panic Jo experimented with the dampers and soon had the matter in
control. She was perspiring, and Nick was yelping and dashing about in
circles, when the fire was brought to a sense of its responsibility,
ceased roaring like a wild bull, and settled down into a steady,
reliable body of glowing heat.
Then Jo drew a chair close, pulled up her absurd skirts, put her
man-shod feet into the oven, and gave a sigh of supreme content.
Nick took the hint. Since this was not an accident but, apparently, a
permanent innovation, it behooved him to adapt himself as his mistress
had done. Behind the fiery monster there was a space, hot as Tophet,
but commanding a good view. It might be utilized, so Nick appropriated
it.
"There seems no end to what this stove can do," muttered Jo, twisting
about and disdaining the smell of overheated leather and wool. "No more
undressing in the kitchen and freezing in bed in the north chamber.
I’ve never been warm in winter since I was born, but that’s done with
now! I shouldn’t wonder if I might open the room upstairs after a bit—I
shouldn’t wonder!"
Then Jo caught a glimpse of her reflection in the mirror over the stove!
As she looked, her excitement lessened, the depression of the afternoon
overcame her. She acknowledged that she looked old and ugly. A woman
first to be despised, then ridiculed, by men. "Buy a husband!" She, Jo
Morey, who had once had her vision and the dreams of a woman. She, who
had had so much to offer in her shabby youth, so much that was fine and
noble. Intelligence that had striven with, and overcome, obstacles; a
passion for service, passion and love. All, all she had had except the
one, poor, pitiful thing called beauty. That might have interpreted all
else to man for her and won her the sacred desires of her soul.
She had had faith until Langley betrayed it. She had scorned the doubt
that, what she lacked, could deprive her of her rights.
Through a never-to-be-forgotten spring and early summer she had been as
other girls. Love had stirred her senses and set its seal upon the man
who shared her few free hours. He had felt the screened loveliness of
the spirit and character of Jo Morey; had revelled in her appreciation
and understanding. He had loved her; told her so, and planned, with her,
for a future rich in all that made life worth while. That was the spring
when Jo had first noticed how the sand pipers, circling against the blue
sky, made a brown blur that changed its form as the birds rose higher or
when they dipped again, disappearing behind the tamarack pines on the
hilltop.
That was the spring when the swift, incoming tide of the St. Lawrence
made music in the fragrant stillness and she and Langley had sung
together in their queer halting French "A la Claire Fontaine" and had
laughed their honest English laughs at their clumsy tongues struggling
with the rippling words.
And then; the girl had come, and—the end!
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