Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
Jo was hitching Molly to the cart; her hands fumbled and there was a
deep fire in her dark eyes.
"We’re going home," she said presently, but the girl was already asleep.
Through the autumn sunset and under the clear stars the little cart
bobbed along to Point of Pines. The stirring in the straw, the touch,
now and then, of a small, groping hand were all that disturbed Jo’s
troubled thoughts. When she reached her darkened house, Nick met her at
the gate. Very solemnly Jo dismounted and took the dog’s head in her
hands.
"Nick," she explained, "Nick, it’s a girl, and an ugly one at that.
She’s old enough to remember, too, but she don’t—she don’t, Nick. God
help me! I’m a fool, but I could do nothing else."
*CHAPTER V*
*ENTER DONELLE*
Many times during the next few weeks Jo Morey repeated that "I could do
nothing else." It was like a defense of her action to all the opposing
forces.
Poor Jo! She, who had stood before Longville a free woman but a short
time ago; she who had flouted Gavot and sworn to have something of her
own out of life in spite of man, was now held in the clutch of Fate.
The girl she had brought into her home was raving with fever and tossing
restlessly on Jo’s own bed in the little north chamber. No one ever
sent for a doctor in Point of Pines until the need of one was
practically past. Every woman was trained to care for the sick, and
Mam’selle Jo was a master of the art, so she watched and cared for the
sufferer, mechanically dazed by conditions and reiterating that she
could have done nothing else.
The sweet autumn weather had changed suddenly, and winter came howling
over the hills sheathed in icy rain that lashed the trees and houses and
flooded the roads. No one came to disturb Jo Morey, and her secret was
safe for the time being. But the long, dark, storm-racked nights; the
dull days filled with anxiety and hard work, wore upon Jo. Constant
journeys to the wood pile were necessary in order to keep the fires to
their full duty; food had to be provided and the animals cared for.
Nick grew sedate and nervous; he followed his mistress closely and often
sat by the bed upon which lay the stranger who had caused all the
disturbance.
And so the storm raged, and in the loneliness poor Jo, like Nick,
developed nerves.
She moved about, looking over her shoulder affrightedly if she heard an
unusual sound. She forced herself to eat and when she could, she slept,
lying beside the sick girl, her hand upon the hot body. At such times
the flesh looses its hold upon the spirit and strange things happen. At
such times, since the world began, miracles have occurred, and Jo became
convinced, presently, that she had been led to do what she had done, by
a Power over which she had no control and which she had no longer any
desire to defy. She submitted; ceased to rebel; did not even reiterate
that she could have done nothing else.
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