Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
Mam’selle almost expected to find it dark when she went out from the dim
room, but it was broad daylight, and when she looked at the clock in the
church tower she saw that she had been but an hour inside.
In all the years of her life she had never experienced half so much as
she had during the space of time with the two Sisters. She was
conscious of trying to keep what she had heard in the Home, out of her
mind; she was afraid to face it in the open. There were children playing
about; a Sister or two looked at her curiously; she must be alone before
she dared take her terrible knowledge into consideration. Gravely she
went to the caleche, stiffly she took the reins and clicked to Molly. A
mile from St. Michael’s, much to Molly’s disgust, they turned from the
main road and struck into a wood trail where the snowy slush made travel
difficult. Jo did not go far, she merely wanted to hide from any chance
passerby. Then she let the reins drop in her lap and staring straight
ahead—thought!
It was growing cold, that dead cold that comes when the mercury is
dropping. But Jo was back in the summer time of her life, she was
studying Langley, and the woman who had lured him, with the mature power
that suffering years had later evolved in Jo herself. By some psychic
force she seemed able to follow them far, far. So far she went in
imagination that she saw the "white high-tops" changing from shade to
shade. Jo, who had never been fifty miles from her birthplace, went far
in that hour!
She understood Langley as she never had before. She suffered with him,
no longer because of him. The dreadful scene in the lonely wood-cabin;
the stranger man who had told his story! And against that story who
could prevail? But would Langley have been coming to her with his child
had he been guilty of the crime with which he was charged? And
Donelle’s words: "They will believe me. Let me tell, I saw how it was."
Mam’selle, stiff with cold, smiled with rare radiance as one might who,
considering her dishonoured dead, knows in her heart that he is
innocent.
"If the child ever remembers, then I can speak," thought poor Jo. "I
believe the man who came to the Home is the guilty one. He wanted the
girl, wanted to hush her story. He must think her dead, dead, unless
she can prove—the truth."
The black tragedy into which poor Mam’selle had been plunged quickened
every sense. Her one determination was to hide Langley’s child, not
only for her own safety, but in order that the horrible story of the
crime might be stilled. Langley was dead, he must rest in peace. But
that man might be alive; the merest suspicion of Donelle’s existence
would bring about the greatest disaster. He might claim the girl, by
pretending relationship, and then go to any lengths to insure her
silence. No; come what might, all must be hidden.
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